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Masters of the Shadowlands, Book 7
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Noah Michael Levine
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Erin deWard
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Cherise Sinclair
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When trying to save a woman from slavers, Sam screwed up. Royally. Now Linda wants nothing to do with him. Or with BDSM. She won't even admit she's a masochist. As a dominant and sadist, he can give her what she needs, and when an opportunity arises he slips into her life, intending to make amends. She's everything he knew she would be...except for her bullheaded determination to be "normal".
Now that the horrible time is past, Linda just wants to return to her small conservative town, pick up her quiet life, and be normal. But how can someone who likes pain be "normal"? To her dismay, when someone spray-paints her home with obscenities, Sam shows up to rescue her. Again. Doesn't he understand that the last thing she needs in her life is a sadist? He's amused by her objections. But his dry sense of humor doesn't disguise that he's tough as nails and dominant and stubborn. He's not going to let her drive him off this time. All too soon she realizes she wants him to stay.
When he takes her to the Shadowlands, she finds a new home. Until she hears a voice from out of her nightmares....
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- Lovingbooks1
- 09-06-20
Omg
How does she do it. This book gave me so much, I laughed, cried, got excited and scared. And it was delightful.
Sam and Linda story is about a woman who's been a slave and was freed by the police and Sam.
She is ashamed of wanting pain and struggles with societies view off s/m and Sam tries too help her even though he also got he's own issues.
The journey for them are wonderful and scary described, well done Cherise.
I recommend to start at the beginning of this series to get all the context and full enjoyment.
I also enjoyed the audiobook where the narrators is reading with feelings and has clear pronunciation.
5 stars overall
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- BohoCowgirl
- 12-11-22
Intricate mystery story with sexy older heroes!
Great storyline continuing on previous characters, older heroine/hero learn find healing,love BDSM world
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- Terra oenning
- 04-13-21
love Sam and Linda's story
this audiobook was so good and keeps you hooked from the beginning until the end and even after the end you still want more of them. I absolutely loved the narrator's voices and they did a fantastic job with Sam's voice. loved it.
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- Ana L Alvarez
- 06-19-16
Excellent
Well read, attention captured in every word. Strongly recommended to listeners who enjoy this genre
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- millmm
- 03-15-17
Awesome
I think this is my favorite of the series. I read it many years ago and now got the audio and loved it.
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- Kindle Customer
- 04-02-21
The Best Series Ever!!!!
I have been in love with this writer from the first book. Best Series Ever!.
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- L.Sisson
- 06-02-16
Sadism can be so sweet...lol
Love this look into Sam and Linda's relationship. While I cringed at nipple pinching...lol..I felt the relationship was tastefully done and very, very hot.
Noah was a terrific Sam and Erin did a credible Linda. If only she'd get that tremor out of her voice.😜
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- S Wilgus
- 05-16-16
Noah and Erin are great!
I read this book when it first came out and enjoyed it. However, Noah and Erin brought the characters to life, and I found parts that I hadn't ever remembered in the reading of it. Cherise Sinclair is a wonderful writer, and I have read all her books. I have enjoyed Noah's narration of the previous books, but I think the addition of Erin to the female parts has made the experience even better. Master Sam and Linda have stolen my heart. Whoever thought that sadist could be so endearing and loveable?
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- Patricia Jass
- 06-15-16
kept me wanting more
This series is remarkable. I'm not a sadist or masochist but I love Sam and Linda. The narration was wonderful.
The characters spellbinding. I own everything Cherish Sinclair has written.
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- sophia rose
- 02-11-17
one of my fav's
OMGGG!!!!!!, cherise, you did it again......the love between Sam and Linda was beautiful!!!!!, their story made me cry, laugh, cringe and then just ....sigh.......
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