🖤 I Didn’t Survive Hell to Stay Quiet🎙️ Come Sit in My Ruins – Episode Oneby Angela Jade | Find Yourself Here📍 Fridays This isn’t one of those “I healed and now I’m thriving” stories.It’s the part before that.The part no one talks about.The part where I’m still building myself — piece by jagged piece — in the middle of the rubble.If you’ve ever felt invisible…If you’ve ever screamed and no one listened…If you’re still here even when you don’t know how or why…This is for you.⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains references to trauma, abuse, chronic illness, grief, and medical mistreatment. Please care for your nervous system. Watch in a safe space. Pause if you need to. Support link below.For 39 years, I carried stories I thought no one would ever hear.Some were unsafe to speak.Some were silenced.Some were buried so deep, even I couldn’t touch them without shaking.But this week… I spoke. Raw. Unfiltered. Unready — but real.Not a “how I healed” story.Not a “10-step plan.”Just the truth of where I am:A woman with rubble around her and gold still in her bones.IN THIS EPISODE:🖤 The LIFE I wasn’t supposed to survive🖤 Medical gaslighting (endometriosis, fibromyalgia, surgical menopause)🖤 Parenting while in pain🖤 Disappearing inside myself🖤 Grief, loss, and chosen survival🖤 Choosing to stop shrinking for others' comfortIt’s messy. It’s not linear. But it’s mine. And maybe it’s yours too.WHY I’M SPEAKING NOW:Not to be an influencer.Not for attention.But because silence was killing me — and I know I’m not the only one.IM STILL HEALING🖤 The pain I buried🖤 The people who disappeared🖤 The years I've lost to no diagnosis, misdiagnosis, and gaslighting🖤 Raising a daughter while learning how to re-parent myself🖤 The silent strength it takes to keep breathing when the world says you shouldn't be here🖤 My timeline of 40 years of events...There are thousands of people living in pain, in pieces, invisible to everyone but the mirror.If this helps just one of you feel less alone — then none of that silence was wasted.FOR THE ONE STILL IN THE FIRE:🖤 You don’t need to be “healed” to speak🖤 You don’t need to be “fixed” to be worthy🖤 You don’t need a studio to show upStart where you are. Speak when you can.And if today, all you can do is breathe — I’m proud of you.WATCH FULL EPISODE:🎧 JOIN ME LIVE:📲 TikTok: @angela_pain_alchemist💌 Blog & podcast playlist: https://linktr.ee/AngelaPainAlchemist

🆘 SOS Mental Health & Crisis Support 🖤 This podcast is my reckoning.🖤 My reclamation.🖤 My refusal to stay quiet.Not for revenge — but for every person who’s ever lived in the shadows.Maybe in my rubble, you’ll find a piece of your own healing, too.👍 Like, Comment & Subscribe📣 Share this with someone who needs to hear it