In this ninth episode of the Martfotai podcastseries, we explore the sacred anatomy of intention - what forms it, what distorts it, and how to reclaim it.

You’ll learn how attention becomes direction, how wishbecomes will, and why most people are living under the influence of borrowed aims - serving desires that aren’t truly their own. We expose the difference between real wish and false wish, and how to recognise when your energy is being hijacked by fear, imitation, or unconscious repetition.

Through teachings drawn from Gurdjieff, inner testing, and embodied insight, this episode shows how to move from passivity to clarity, from reacting to remembering your true aim. You'll discover why real intention arises only when attention, wish, and will align, not through effort, but through inner silence and resonance with truth.

This is not about will power. It's about right direction.
And the moment you step into it, something in you stops drifting, and begins to walk.

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You are not what you desire. You are what you serve.

In this eighth episode of the Martfotai podcast series, weturn to the force behind all change: attention.

You’ll discover how attention is not just focus; it’s fuel.It builds identity, feeds emotion, and determines what lives or fades within you. We explore four types of attention: None, Scattered, Drawn, and Directed, and reveal how most people spend their lives pulled between distraction and reaction, never truly choosing where they are.

Through practical teachings, inner fasting, and guided multi-centre exercises, this episode shows how to reclaim attention as the axis of real presence. You'll learn how identity forms through repetition, how unconscious attention feeds the false self, and how to redirect your awareness to the parts of you that are awake, stable, and whole.

This is not concentration. It’s nourishment. A return to theone who sees.

If you’ve ever felt consumed by distraction, caught inmental loops, or unsure where your energy goes, this episode offers a way back, clear, conscious, and embodied.

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What you feed, you become.

In this seventh episode of the Martfotai podcast series, we step into the shadow - the traits you reject, the parts of you that went underground to stay accepted.

This episode reveals how judgment is not clarity but camouflage. We explore projection, the formation of the false self, and the inner war that plays out when you disown parts of your being.

Through Gurdjieff’s lens of fragmentation and the many ‘I’s, we uncover how reactions to others often point to something unresolved within. You’ll learn how to meet judgment without collapse, how to reclaim exiledtraits without becoming them, and how true freedom begins when you stop outsourcing your shadow.

This is not self-help. It’s contact. Clarity. The end of resistance.

If you’ve ever felt provoked by someone else’s behaviour, this episode will show you why. And how to see through it.

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What you refuse to see will keep showing up. Until you stop turning away.