I thought I’d be missing out. Turns out, I was missing out the whole time before Jesus. I used to believe that following Him meant giving up my freedom, fun, and everything I enjoyed. But I was so wrong. Nothing compares to the peace, clarity, and purpose I have now. I still go through struggles, I’m still growing, but I’ve never been more secure. If you feel stuck, lost, or afraid that surrendering to God means missing out—I promise, there’s something better waiting for you.

I never expected my family to break the way it did. My parents’ divorce changed everything—my view of love, trust, and especially my relationship with my dad. For years, I carried the weight of that pain, and honestly, I didn’t even realize how much it shaped me. In this episode, I’m opening up about the heartache that came from my parents' divorce, how it affected me growing up, and the journey of healing and restoration that only God could lead me through. If you’ve ever gone through something you didn’t ask for—a breakup, a loss, a moment that changed everything—this is for you.

Have you ever been hurt by people you thought you could trust? Friendship wounds can run deep. Whether it was betrayal, distance, or feeling overlooked—you may have found yourself guarding your heart just to survive. This episode is for the one who's still healing. For the one who struggles to let people in. For the one who doesn’t even realize how much their past has shaped how they view relationships. I share how God met me in the middle of that pain, how He walked with me through it, and how He’s still teaching me what real love looks like.

Surrender isn’t a one-time decision—it’s a process! And most people don’t make it past the tension. In this episode, we'll walk through the 5 stages of full surrender to God—not just the spiritual idea, but the real work it takes to walk it out. These stages will challenge your comfort, expose your mindset, and stretch your obedience… but they’ll also set you free.

Here’s what we cover:

1️⃣ Renew Your Mind – “Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind..." Romans 12:2

2️⃣ Let Go of the Old – “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!” Isaiah 43:18–19

3️⃣ Guard What You Hear – “Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” Romans 10:17

4️⃣ Get Godly Mentors/Counselors – “Where there is no counsel, the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety.” Proverbs 11:14

5️⃣ Deliverance – “It is for freedom that Christ has set us free…” Galatians 5:1 I

f you’ve ever felt stuck between conviction and comfort, or tired of giving God some of you instead of all of you—this episode is for you.

Feel like you’re being overlooked? That hidden season isn’t rejection—it’s protection. God builds you in private to shape your character, root your identity, and prepare you for what’s coming. Sometimes the unwanted attention we get—especially from men—is connected to the version of us we haven’t fully surrendered yet. We attract who we are, not just what we want. And while some things are out of our control, you can still set firm boundaries in love to protect what God’s building in you.

We’re living in a generation that calls comfort Christianity. God is mentioned—but not obeyed. The fire is dim. The altars are empty. And lukewarm living has become the new norm. This isn’t just commentary—it’s a wake-up call. If you’ve been sensing the pull to go deeper, to live set apart, to burn again—this is your confirmation. God is calling a remnant. Will you answer?

Before God releases the next level of purpose… He digs deeper into who you are. Because you can’t carry a Kingdom assignment with shaky identity. You can’t walk in authority if you’re still unsure of who you belong to. In this episode, we talk about how God does the deep internal work of rooting your identity in Christ—not in people, performance, or platforms. I share what God is currently walking me through—because He knows what’s coming requires stability, surrender, and sonship.

📖 Scriptures from this episode:

1 John 3:2

Romans 9:8

John 1:12

1 John 3:1

Galatians 3:26

Romans 8:14–18

If you’ve been feeling hidden, stripped, or stretched—it might not be delay. It might be God making sure you’re rooted enough to carry what’s coming.

Your feelings are real—but they’re not always right. As you grow in your walk with God, He teaches you how to bring your emotions to Him—but not be led by them. Maturity in Christ looks like choosing obedience even when it hurts, even when it doesn’t make sense, even when you feel the opposite. In this episode, we talk about what it means to live by faith, not feelings—and how spiritual maturity means letting God's voice lead you, not your emotional state.