This free-flowing, humorous, and deeply introspective podcast episode dives into everything from the geology of the Rocky Mountains and the mystique of Sangre de Cristo mountains, to alien theories, masculinity, cultural observations, and philosophical musings. We explore travel stories, psychedelics, podcasting, sexuality, religious critique, and human connection—often weaving in personal anecdotes, dark humor, and moments of unexpected depth. The episode is a sprawling tapestry of curiosity, adventure, and honest conversation that refuses to stay in one lane

This special Father’s Day episode of Mania and Melancholy features a deep, thoughtful conversation between the John and his father, Hugh Wilson, a passionate and knowledgeable train enthusiast. The discussion begins with an exploration of why trains are underappreciated in the U.S., especially by younger generations, and moves into a broad historical and technical overview of rail transport.

Key themes include:

• History of U.S. Railroads: The conversation traces rail development from early steam engines in Britain to the transformative impact of trains on American westward expansion, especially through the construction of the Transcontinental Railroad and its effect on Native American cultures and bison herds.
• Denver’s Rail Legacy: They examine how Denver’s survival and growth hinged on connecting to the national rail system, detailing efforts like the Denver Pacific Railroad and Moffat Tunnel, and how nearly every mountain town in Colorado once relied on railroads.
• High-Speed Rail: A technical comparison is made between U.S. systems and high-speed networks abroad (e.g., Japan, China). It emphasizes the efficiency of steel wheel-on-rail technology, electrification, and the challenges the U.S. faces in modernizing its rail infrastructure.
• Amtrak and Public Policy: They explain the 1971 creation of Amtrak as a life-support system for passenger rail, the lack of federal commitment, and the impact of political and regulatory hurdles that make large infrastructure projects difficult in the U.S.
• Call to Action: The episode closes by urging public support for passenger rail and advocating for leadership, policy change, and public investment. John and his dad encourage listeners to try local rail experiences like Denver’s ski train to appreciate what’s possible.

In this wide-ranging and deeply personal episode, John and Jesse dive into everything from the psychological toll of the COVID lockdowns to the rigors of Navy SEAL training, academic failures, martial arts, and the search for meaning in a chaotic world. We share stories of mental health battles, the role of physical discipline in healing, and frustrations with institutional authority. Along the way, we explore quantum computing, the elegance of differential equations, the brilliance of polymaths like Leonardo da Vinci, and the humbling awe of a starry night. Anchored by honest reflection and a shared love for knowledge, this conversation weaves through philosophy, science, religion, and resilience—with humor, humility, and a genuine hunger to understand the universe and one’s place in it.

This week on Mania and Melancholy, we ride shotgun with Aaron Benjamin—comedian, car enthusiast, and general manager of Denver Comedy Underground—for a wide-ranging conversation that blends turbocharged passion with personal insight.

We cover:

• Why Japanese cars are like samurai swords and American ones like battle axes
• Turbochargers, torque, and how efficiency shaped an entire culture
• How car engines actually work—displacement, combustion, turbocharging, torque, and why some engines feel like they kick you in the chest
• Why older Japanese cars with 200K+ miles still run like new—and what makes them special under the hood
• Running a top-tier indie comedy club and balancing friendship with leadership
• Staying grounded in comedy, car culture, and personal values

If you’ve ever fallen in love with a car, a craft, or just the idea of going fast and far—this episode is built for you.

Long time friend Caelin Jones and I discuss what this world will look like with the advent of A.I. and where Republic of Dagestan is located.

Adam Pena is back to answer the real questions about raw milk and how women really work... kinda...

I sit down with Denver Comedian and friend Grayson Schrom! We discuss how Grayson overcame his problems with alcohol and became a new man and go on some fun tangents along the way!

I take over the InTALLerable podcast for one heck of a good time!