🎙️ Episode Title: Between Beauty and Pain: Navigating Love, Loss, and the Aftermath of Suicide
🎧 Guest: Paula DiMarco
🎤 Host: Stephanie Bloom
Podcast: Walk With Me

Episode Summary:
In this powerful and emotionally charged episode, visual artist and writer Paula DiMarco opens up about surviving childhood dysfunction, loving someone with PTSD, and ultimately processing the tragic suicide of her partner, Alex. From her upbringing in Argentina to her creative healing journey in Canada, Paula shares the raw reality of trauma, the double-edged sword of hyper-adaptability, and how writing and art helped her make sense of the unimaginable. Together with host Stephanie Bloom, they discuss the rarely acknowledged trauma experienced by those who are left behind when someone threatens or dies by suicide.

Key Themes:

• The unseen trauma of suicide threats
• Loving someone with PTSD and depression
• Grieving someone whose truth you never fully knew
• Emotional abuse vs. mental illness—holding both truths
• The role of art and writing in healing and identity reclamation
• What the system gets wrong about crisis support
• Setting boundaries when your survival is on the line

Quotable Moments:
🖤 “Hyper-adaptability helped me survive, but it also made me tolerant of environments I should have never stayed in.”
🖋️ “Writing became my lifeline—the only place where I could unpack everything without censoring or sugarcoating.”
💬 “Being the one someone threatens suicide to is a trauma all its own.”
🌊 “Art was how I stayed connected to myself while everything around me was falling apart.”

Resources & Mentions:

• Paula’s blog and forthcoming book on surviving suicide loss
• Suicide Prevention Resources (e.g., Talk Suicide Canada, 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline)