Hello and welcome to my video podcast Self Conscious Mystic, which I have made available on all podcast platforms. Please follow me on this adventure! The idea for this project came to me in a dream, and I will speak about dream exploration in my podcast.

Here I try to describe what happens when I become a dragon. It is possibly the most powerful and extraordinary of all my spiritual experiences, because of the immense presence of ancient primordial dark matter. Which is at the core of me and is reptilian, incredibly deep, and celestial as I explain.

I am Catherine in my day to day life and the dragon within me is alive down in the uttermost depths of my being. More real and substantial and vital than all the surface aspects of Catherine. She is the pure original being and awesomely powerful. She is me.

Could this be the female force which has been attacked so violently by men who slay dragons and write that the snake of creation is not to be trusted? I can imagine so after my experiences.

Nothing I say or write can describe what I feel when I become the dragon. This video is woefully inadequate, and yet I must try and talk about things which many of us experience but don't talk about, as they are so hard to describe.

Finding the words for fathomless stuff is the aim of my podcast and this is the first sharing attempt, I'm pretty pleased with it but let me know what you think!