Episodios

  • Escaping the Shadows: Brad's Journey of Healing from IFB Trauma
    Jul 8 2025

    In this deeply moving and powerful episode, hosts Susie and Jenny sit down with Brad, a former IFB member and pastor's kid, to delve into his harrowing experiences of abuse and his long journey towards healing. Brad shares his story of being molested by a church deacon's son, the denial of justice by his own father, and the subsequent challenges he faced growing up in such a troubling environment. He opens up about the trauma, the impact on his relationships, and how he found his path towards recovery with the support of compassionate figures in his life, including an understanding pastor and a dedicated therapist. Brad also discusses his eventual departure from the IFB and how he rebuilds his faith and finds peace. His story is not just about enduring great pain but also about finding resilience and hope. This episode is a beacon of support for survivors and a call to action for those entangled in abusive environments. Tune in to hear Brad's courageous journey and his message of healing and strength.


    #ReligiousTrauma #Exvangelical #Deconstruction #ChurchToo #IFB #PastorKids #SurvivorStory #ChildAbuse #HealingJourney #MentalHealthMatters #SpiritualAbuse #BetrayalTrauma #BreakingTheSilence #TraumaRecovery #UnholyTruths #FaithAfterTrauma #Advocacy


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  • The SHOCKING Reality of New Beginnings Girls Academy: A Survivor Speaks Out!
    Jul 1 2025

    In this episode, we delve into Samantha's powerful and heart-wrenching story at New Beginnings Girls Academy. Samantha recounts her journey from a troubled childhood, marked by familial conflicts and self-harm, through her traumatic experiences at the academy. She speaks candidly about the abuse and mistreatment she endured, the flawed educational system, her multiple attempts to escape, and the unrelenting emotional struggles she faced. Despite her suffering, Samantha's resilience shines through as she now dedicates her time to researching and raising awareness about the abusive practices in similar institutions. Join us as we hear Samantha's story of survival and her ongoing fight to shut down these harmful establishments.


    #NewBeginningsGirlsAcademy #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStory #InstitutionalAbuse #ChildAbuse #TeenAcademy #BoardingSchoolSurvivors #TraumaHealing #BreakingTheSilence #AbuseAwareness #MentalHealth #Resilience #Podcast #UnholierThanThou #HelpSurvivors #ShutThemDown #EscapeStory #SelfHarmAwareness

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    47 m
  • Inside the Troubled Teen Industry: Dan Engleman's Harrowing Bethel Academy Nightmare!
    Jun 24 2025

    In this episode of our podcast, we are joined by Dan Engleman, a former cadet of Bethel Boys Academy. Dan shares his deeply personal and harrowing experiences from his time at the academy between 1995 and 1997. Adopted at a young age due to his biological parents' struggles with addiction, Dan details the challenges he faced in his early years, leading to his placement in Bethel Boys Academy. He recounts the severe mistreatment and violence he endured and the impact it had on his adolescent and adult life. Dan also discusses the importance of parental support and the lasting trauma from feeling abandoned. Tune in to hear Dan's story of resilience and how he and fellow survivors support each other through a dedicated Facebook group. This eye-opening conversation sheds light on the shocking realities of the troubled teen industry and the need for better alternatives and thorough research for any parents considering such programs. #BethelBoysAcademy #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStory #ChildAbuse #InstitutionalAbuse #BoardingSchoolSurvivors #TraumaHealing #Podcast #TrueCrime #YouthPrograms #ParentalWarning #Resilience #BreakingTheSilence #AbuseAwareness #TeenAcademy

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    1 h y 6 m
  • Blue: Deconstructing Religion, Gender Identity, and Mental Health
    Jun 17 2025

    In this powerful episode, we welcome special guest Blue to share their deeply personal and transformative story. Blue delves into their upbringing in a strict evangelical household and discusses how growing up in a religious cult setting shaped their early life experiences. This conversation explores Blue's journey through deconstructing deeply ingrained beliefs, coming to terms with their non-binary identity, and #managing dissociative identity disorder (DID). Highlights include discussions on overcoming a fear-based religious upbringing, the importance of open and accepting dialogue about gender and sexuality, and learning to love oneself amid #trauma and societal pressure. Blue's insights offer a beacon of hope and understanding for those navigating similar paths. Tune in for an enlightening and heartfelt discussion on embracing one's true self.

    #powerful #religion

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    1 h y 18 m
  • The Sobering Truth: Happiness Hill's Brainwashing & Johnna's Unbelievable Story (TTI)
    Jun 10 2025

    In this emotional yet sometimes funny and light-hearted episode, we sit down with Johnna, a survivor from Happiness Hill, a troubled teen home. Johnna shares her harrowing experience of growing up in an abusive household, dealing with undiagnosed ADHD, and the challenges she faced at Happiness Hill. From being misdiagnosed and unjustly labeled as a drug addict to enduring horrific abuse and strict religious oppression, Johnna’s story is a powerful testament to resilience. She discusses the psychological trauma, the rigid rules, and the forced labor that the girls at Happiness Hill endured. Now pursuing a career in psychiatric nursing, Johnna is dedicated to helping others by conducting an in-depth survey on the impacts of institutionalization on mental health. This episode is a deeply moving exploration of survival, accountability, and the journey toward healing. #trauma #sobriety #religion #tti #religioustrauma

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    1 h y 3 m
  • Church Life: How the Sausage is REALLY Made (Pastor's Kids Spill ALL!)
    Jun 3 2025

    You think you know church life? THINK AGAIN!🤫 Ever wonder "how the sausage is REALLY made" behind the scenes? This week on Unholier Than Thou, Jenny and Susie — both pastor's kids themselves — are spilling ALL the tea on the unspoken, unfiltered realities of growing up in ministry! 🤯

    Get ready for eye-opening stories of chaos, drama, and shocking hypocrisy that regular churchgoers never see. From unpaid ministry roles to cutthroat church politics, secret scandals, and the exhausting pressure of always putting on a "perfect face," we're pulling back the curtain on the darker side of church life.

    Join us for raw personal traumas, unexpected hilarious anecdotes, and a completely fresh perspective on what truly happens when the cameras are off and the sermon is over. This isn't your grandma's Sunday school!

    Prepare to have your perception of the pulpit forever changed!

    #ChurchExposed #PastorKids #PKLife #UnholyTruths #ChurchScandals #ReligiousTrauma #BehindTheScenes #Hypocrisy #MinistryLife #Christianity #Deconstruction #Exvangelical

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    1 h y 2 m
  • From Darkness to Light: Dan Edwards' Inspirational Journey of Survival & Redemption
    May 27 2025

    In this emotionally riveting episode of our podcast, we sit down with Dan Edwards, a survivor of the Bethal Boys Academy under Lester Roll Off Enterprises. Dan sheds light on his harrowing experiences, including the trauma he faced at a young age and the extreme environment of the academy. He details how severe punishments, psychological suffering, and forced labor shaped his early life, leading him down a dark path filled with anger, hate, and crime. However, Dan's journey didn't end there. After hitting rock bottom, he found the strength to turn his life around, becoming a pastor and establishing HFS Ministry, a nonprofit organization dedicated to helping veterans, addicts, and the homeless. Join us as we uncover Dan's remarkable transformation from a life of despair to one of hope and service. #Survival #Redemption #Inspiration #Podcast #IBLP #BethalBoysAcademy #ChildAbuse #HealingJourney #Nonprofit #Support #Faith

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    56 m
  • Sacred Scars: When the Hand That Feeds Also Hurts
    May 20 2025

    In this powerful and emotional episode, we welcome Dave, a popular TikTok content creator, as he shares his raw and inspirational life story. Raised Baptist by a preacher father, Dave recounts his childhood filled with religious zeal, parental neglect, and severe abuse, including molestation by a man living in his home. Despite these hardships, Dave's resilience shines through as he navigates his complex relationship with faith, which ultimately led him from Christianity to becoming an outspoken atheist. He also discusses his ongoing work in the religious trauma community online, particularly through TikTok, where he helps others who have suffered similar fates. This episode is a deep dive into how one man's traumatic past has fueled his mission to advocate for others and shed light on the darker side of religious institutions. Join us for this heartfelt conversation, and don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe. #preacher #abuser #religion #taylorswift #Trauma #sacred #sacredscars #tiktok #FPY

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    53 m