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 EDITORS NOTES When Souls Leave Early—And Still Lift Us The following is based on this week’s class and podcast. At the end of Parashat Balak, we meet a hero—Pinḥas—who steps into a collapsing world and halts a deadly plague. But according to the Mekubalim, Pinḥas didn’t act alone. In the moment he entered the tent with spear in hand, his soul left him in fright. And then… a miracle. The souls of his uncles, Nadav and Avihu—who died decades earlier in Divine fire—returned to strengthen him. They brought with them another soul: Eliyahu HaNavi. From that moment forward, Pinḥas became Eliyahu. As we sing at every Brit Milah, based on the words of the Zohar, Pinḥas hu Eliyahu. He lives still. And his story tells us something extraordinary: sometimes, a soul that has already reached its perfection doesn’t just ascend—it returns. Not for its own sake, but to lift others. When Words Fail—And Silence Speaks There are moments, like Aharon’s loss of his sons Nadav and Avihu, when words simply do not exist. Vayidom Aharon. He was silent. And I wonder: what questions filled that silence? · What did we do to deserve this? · Was this a punishment for the Golden Calf? · Can I ever be whole again? These are not academic questions. They are cries of the soul. I ask them too. This isn’t a devar Torah of logic. It’s an exploration of neshamah—of soul, emunah, and quiet strength. A space where we ask: Can a soul be complete even in just a moment? Can a child’s brief life be a mission fulfilled? Two Olam HaBa Realms: Chesed and Gevurah Kabbalah teaches us there are two forms of Olam HaBa—the Next World: 1. Olam HaBa of Chesed: a world of ascent, where souls grow through mitzvot, Torah, and the merit of those left behind. 2. Olam HaBa of Gevurah: a world of blinding closeness to the Divine. A realm of stillness, where ascent ends—not from failure, but from fulfillment. Some souls don’t come to rise. They come already elevated. And they often leave this world early—not as a loss, but as completion. The Zohar calls them nitzotzin de-kadmūn letushbaḥta—sparks that precede praise. Too pure for this world, they come for a moment, and return. Nadav and Avihu: Not a Fall, But a Flame The Torah says a fire consumed Nadav and Avihu. But the Zohar teaches: it was not punishment. It was devekut—a soul's longing for God so intense it could no longer remain in the body. Their death was not a failure. It was union. And Aharon? He was silent. Not in despair—but in faith. That silence echoes through generations of parents who have lost children. It is not ignorance. It is surrender to something higher. Some Souls Are Already There When a child is lost, the questions are too raw to answer. Why did this soul not get a chance to grow? Why the pain, the diapers, the dreams left behind? But the Arizal says: some souls do not need to ascend—because they are already there. A baby. A young tzaddik. A soul too radiant for this world to hold. Their life, though brief, was complete. We don’t always need to say Kaddish. Not because we lack faith—but because these souls lift us. The Story of Pinḥas—and the Power of Ibur When Pinḥas acted, his soul left him. But Nadav and Avihu returned—through ibur, a temporary soul infusion. They didn’t come back for themselves. They came to save the people. And with them came a third soul: Eliyahu. From that moment, Pinḥas was no longer just a man—he was a vessel for eternity. A Soul That Lifts When we lose someone so young, the world sees tragedy. But the mekubalim suggest something different: “There are souls that descend only to complete a small rectification.” — Sha’ar HaGilgulim They are not broken. They are not in need of us. We need them. Because their light still shines. Because their mission didn’t end—it simply changed forms. A Child’s Soul That Elevates Last month in Jerusalem, we heard from Ḥacham David Yosef שליט״א after our family suffered a painful loss: “There’s no need to say Kaddish. No need for added mitzvot. His neshamah is already at the highest place.” At the time, it felt like a door closing. Now I understand—it was a door opening. This was not a soul needing help. It was a soul helping us. The Silence That Lifts Vayidom Aharon. And David HaMelekh too, after losing a child, stood up, changed his clothes, and went to pray. Because he understood what we all long to understand: “I shall go to him. But he shall not return to me.” (Shmuel II 12:23) This is the Olam HaBa of Gevurah. Not a place of loss. A place of completion. A place where the soul is so close to God, there’s nowhere left to climb. A Final Thought: The Soul’s Whisper So, if you’re mourning a child, or grieving a tzaddik taken too soon, know this...
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