• I Fell in Love with the Numb Feeling: Escaping the Comfort That Hid My Pain

  • Jan 14 2025
  • Length: 41 mins
  • Podcast

I Fell in Love with the Numb Feeling: Escaping the Comfort That Hid My Pain

  • Summary

  • Recovery Matters Podcast Episode 165 | Gordon Lyde shares his profound journey of overcoming addiction and trauma. Growing up in New Haven and moving through the DCYS system, Gordon faced numerous challenges, including being separated from his siblings and feeling unloved due to his biracial background. His struggles intensified during his teenage years in group homes, leading to heavy substance use. Despite multiple setbacks, including skepticism about recovery and years in prison, Gordon ultimately found sobriety and a purpose in helping others. Now a substance use counselor and executive director of Men of Evolution, Gordon's story is one of resilience, transformation, and service to the community.

    00:00 Introduction and Early Life

    00:14 Foster Care and Family Dynamics

    01:24 Struggles with Identity and Acceptance

    02:55 Sibling Relationships and Family Separation

    06:44 First Encounters with Addiction

    07:21 Life in a Group Home

    11:01 Attempts at Recovery and Relapse

    17:43 Journey to True Recovery

    20:26 Struggling with Toxic Relationships

    21:08 Seeking Help and Finding Sobriety

    21:55 Humbling Experiences in Recovery

    23:06 The Power of Self-Work

    24:15 Building a New Life

    26:36 Family and Personal Growth

    32:59 Guiding the Next Generation

    37:28 Giving Back to the Community

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