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Narrated by:
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Jericka Blancett
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By:
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Xtina Marie
About this listen
“Poetry that jumps off the page and squeezes your heart. I loved every word.” (Alessandra Torre, New York Times bestselling author)
The dark side of Xtina Marie's poetry delves into intense emotions: heartache, loss, hurt, pain, rage, and a dangerous consuming love which can drive one insane. Dark Musings is not a collection! The author returned to the centuries old practice of Narrative Poetry—the telling of a story through poetry. If you believe you are brave enough to explore the savage emotions of the human heart, Dark Musings will test your mettle.
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