
Even If He Doesn't
What We Believe About God When Life Doesn’t Make Sense
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Kristen LaValley
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Kristen LaValley
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How can I approach God if I’m struggling to believe in His goodness?
So much of our belief can be formulaic. We often think that if we do A, B, and C, then God will do X, Y, and Z. We check things off the “Good Christian Checklist,” trusting we’ll be okay, and our trials will be minimal. But when our experiences inevitably deviate from that belief, our trust in God often crumbles. After a series of life-altering trials—including a devastating diagnosis—uncovering faith in the cracks of pain is something Kristen LaValley knows well.
In Even If He Doesn’t, Kristen will:
- share her vulnerable and honest story
- unpack the nuances of suffering and faith, holding space for the tension between the two
- reveal how engaging the gentleness and grace of Christ in our suffering offers a surprising path to healing
- remind us that when our belief is reduced to a formula, we rob ourselves of a faith that’s enriched by suffering, not crippled by it
Those in the midst of heartache will find strength and renewal as Kristen approaches the complexity of suffering with compassion, guiding us to endure while not forsaking the joy, hope, and peace of those marked by Jesus.
©2024 Kristen LaValley (P)2024 One AudiobooksListeners also enjoyed...
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Patricia Heaton is one of TV’s most recognizable and beloved moms. Now, she returns to television as the lead in the new series Carol’s Second Act, which follows divorced 50-year-old Carol Kenney, who, after raising two children and retiring, decides to finally pursue her dream of becoming a doctor. Patricia Heaton knows what it’s like to stage a second act and navigate pivotal transitions in life. Just like Carol, when Heaton’s children left the nest, she found herself in a new and unfamiliar stage of life, compelling her to evaluate which direction to take next.
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Heart Warming Inspirational
- By TLKKnitting on 01-30-21
By: Patricia Heaton
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The Moth and the Mountain
- A True Story of Love, War, and Everest
- By: Ed Caesar
- Narrated by: James Langton
- Length: 7 hrs and 19 mins
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In the 1930s, as official government expeditions set their sights on conquering Mount Everest, a little-known World War I veteran named Maurice Wilson conceives his own crazy, beautiful plan: He will fly a plane from England to Everest, crash-land on its lower slopes, then become the first person to reach its summit — completely alone.
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this is very misleading as most of it is wwone
- By steve on 12-01-20
By: Ed Caesar
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Already Enough
- A Path to Self-Acceptance
- By: Lisa Olivera
- Narrated by: Lisa Olivera
- Length: 6 hrs and 25 mins
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When Lisa Olivera was just a few hours old, her birth mother abandoned her behind a rock near Muir Woods in Northern California. She was found and later adopted. Growing up, Lisa knew she was adopted. She later learned she was abandoned. Like with many adopted children, this led Lisa to wonder: Why did her mother leave her behind? Without answers, Lisa came to believe she was not enough.
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Inspirational and Powerful
- By Carlventures24 on 02-08-23
By: Lisa Olivera
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The Gifts of the Spirit
- By: Derek Prince
- Narrated by: Peter Noble
- Length: 8 hrs and 39 mins
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Internationally renowned Bible teacher Derek Prince explains that any believer who is not manifesting gifts of the Spirit is living far below the level of God’s provision for his life. One of our greatest necessities in the church today is to demonstrate through the power of the Spirit that Jesus is alive and that His gospel is true. The world needs to see the manifestation of the presence of God. Believers need the ministry of the body of Christ through spiritual gifts. The Gifts of the Spirit reveals how we can fulfill both of these needs—practically and powerfully.
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overall Amazing!!
- By Anonymous User on 11-16-22
By: Derek Prince
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Downton Shabby
- One American's Ultimate DIY Adventure Restoring His Family's English Castle
- By: Hopwood DePree
- Narrated by: Graham Halstead
- Length: 8 hrs and 52 mins
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Hollywood producer Hopwood DePree had been told as a boy that an ancestor—who he was named for—had left his family’s English castle in the 1700s to come to America. One night after some wine and a visit to Ancestry.com, Hopwood discovered a photograph of a magnificent English estate with a familiar name: Hopwood Hall, a 60-room, 600-year-old grand manor on 5,000 acres. And with that, Hopwood DePree’s life took an almost fairytale turn.
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Opportunities squandered
- By Steve on 07-01-22
By: Hopwood DePree
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Blanche
- The Life and Times of Tennessee Williams's Greatest Creation
- By: Nancy Schoenberger
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Wiley
- Length: 5 hrs and 55 mins
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Ever since Jessica Tandy glided onto the stage in Tennessee Williams’s A Streetcar Named Desire at the Ethel Barrymore Theatre in 1947, Blanche DuBois has fascinated generations of audiences worldwide and secured a place in the history of literature, theater, and film. One of Williams’s greatest creations, Blanche has bedazzled, amused, and broken the hearts of generations of audiences. Before the Covid pandemic, the stage classic was performed somewhere in the world every hour. It has been adapted into a ballet and an opera, and it was satirized in an episode of The Simpsons.
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Neither the author nor the reader is very familiar with New Orleans.
- By Vi-vie Fonseca on 12-05-23
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The Boy Who Reached for the Stars
- A Memoir
- By: Elio Morillo
- Narrated by: Timothy Andrés Pabon
- Length: 6 hrs and 32 mins
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Elio Morillo’s life is abruptly spun out of orbit when economic collapse and personal circumstances compel his mother to flee Ecuador for the United States in search of a better future for her son. His itinerant childhood sets into motion a migration that will ultimately carry Elio to the farthest expanse of human endeavor: space.
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Such an inspiring story.
- By Anonymous User on 11-01-23
By: Elio Morillo
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Charity and Its Fruits
- Christian Love as Manifested in the Heart and Life
- By: Jonathan Edwards
- Narrated by: David Cochran Heath
- Length: 11 hrs and 3 mins
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In this exposition of 1 Corinthians 13, Jonathan Edwards delves into the crucial Christian discussions of grace, love, and salvation. In doing so, he reveals their natural relations to one another and how living in grace should inevitably lead to living with love. This work does not simply explain the passage, but it also serves as a practical guide of how to live out a life of love.
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Must listen!
- By Paul Pence on 02-27-21
By: Jonathan Edwards
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Hidden Treasures
- A Novel of First Love, Second Chances, and the Hidden Stories of the Heart
- By: Michelle Adams
- Narrated by: Ell Potter, Paul Fox
- Length: 10 hrs and 38 mins
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A reunited couple search for a valuable treasure, a precious jewelry box, stolen from the Nazis and hidden away since World War II, in this powerfully emotional and romantic novel of rekindled love - perfect for fans of Jodi Picoult, Josie Silver, and Jill Santopolo.
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very good ☺️
- By Kay on 06-05-22
By: Michelle Adams
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Walls
- A History of Civilization in Blood and Brick
- By: David Frye
- Narrated by: Arthur Morey
- Length: 9 hrs and 5 mins
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With Frye as our raconteur-guide, we journey back to a time before barriers of brick and stone even existed - to an era in which nomadic tribes vied for scarce resources, and each man was bred to a life of struggle. Ultimately, those same men would create edifices of mud, brick, and stone and with them effectively divide humanity: On one side were those the walls protected; on the other, those the walls kept out. The stars of this narrative are the walls themselves - rising up in places as ancient and exotic as Mesopotamia, Babylon, Greece, China, Rome, Mongolia, Afghanistan, the lower Mississippi, and even Central America....
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Great Narration, Ok History, Unwelcome Opinions
- By jack a on 02-17-25
By: David Frye
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Spells for Change
- A Guide for Modern Witches
- By: Frankie Castanea
- Narrated by: Frankie Castanea
- Length: 4 hrs and 12 mins
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Modern-day witches are a blend of the old and the new. They travel to the grocery store, work nine-to-five jobs, and teach in our classrooms. They also carry black tourmaline and quartz, and wave bay and rosemary bundles over their doorways. Within an ancient and sacred practice, a new type of Craft has taken hold: one that combines the power of action with energy and intent, prioritizes self-realization, and matches its activism with manifestation.
By: Frankie Castanea
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One Beautiful Dream
- By: Jennifer Fulwiler
- Narrated by: Jennifer Fulwiler
- Length: 7 hrs and 7 mins
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Work and family, individuality and motherhood, the creative life and family life - women are told constantly that they can’t have it all. One Beautiful Dream is the deeply personal, often humorous tale of what happened when one woman dared to believe that you can have it all - if you’re willing to reimagine what having it all looks like. Jennifer Fulwiler is the last person you might expect to be the mother of six young children. First of all, she’s an introvert only child, self-described workaholic, and former atheist who never intended to have a family.
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A wonderful journey
- By Faith on 06-13-20
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Food Saved Me
- My Journey of Finding Health and Hope Through the Power of Food
- By: Danielle Walker
- Narrated by: Danielle Walker
- Length: 10 hrs and 12 mins
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Diagnosed with an extreme form of ulcerative colitis at 22, Danielle was terrified she’d never be able to eat all the wonderful, great-tasting foods she loved growing up or host warm, welcoming gatherings with family and friends. So when the medicine she was prescribed became almost as debilitating as the disease itself, Danielle took matters into her own hands, turned her kitchen into a laboratory, and set to work creating gut-healthy versions of the foods she thought she’d never be able to enjoy again.
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Didn’t want the author’s whole life story
- By jmf552 on 01-09-25
By: Danielle Walker
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- Cory and Tiffany
- 03-05-24
Worth it
Kristen, you wrote a really good book.
I wish everyone could read it. Or listen (audio ;)
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- The Miley’s
- 08-08-24
The read that I needed…
I am so blessed to have stumbled upon Kristen on IG. She has put words to the tension of my soul and shined light into some very dark places. I am so grateful she wrote this book & I know I will read it again & glean something new. Thank you for helping me know that God will always be glorified…even when I am cracked and broken. He is always good.
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- Darcy Shields
- 03-08-24
God see me
I loved everything about this book. I feel seen, comforted, and at peace knowing God works all things together for good.
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- Shelby
- 03-26-24
Real and raw
I love this fresh and real perspective on “What if God doesn’t?”. A must read
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- Heidi Chiavaroli
- 03-06-24
Beautiful and heartfelt
Authentic and filled with wisdom on a believer’s suffering. Appreciated the honesty and transparency the author offered.
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- Jolene Cover
- 06-10-24
Relatability
The truths and accompanying story are so relatable. I appreciate how the story is pre told, then retold as the comforting truths surround it.
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- Jenny Walmsley (Braving BSEL)
- 04-02-24
True comfort for the grieving believer
After a tough couple years, this book was just what I needed. I went into this book knowing Kristen’s story, but man, I learned so much to apply to my own life. I’m so glad this book exists.
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- Naomi
- 10-04-24
Life changing
This is a beautifully refreshing approach to healing trauma and grief! My heart has been so touched!
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- Sandra Wright
- 04-19-24
Absolutely fantastic!
I have listened to the book twice and am about to listen to it a third. Really makes you think about your relationship with God and how you view God. Even if you’re not going through something big, I think everyone should read this book! I have recommended it to everyone I know.
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- Julie Curtis
- 04-08-25
Change in perception through life obstacles
I like how the writer was vulnerable to expose her truths. She allowed the readers to know that we all have challenges which will forever change
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