
Firstborn Girls
A Memoir
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Narrated by:
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Robin Miles
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Bernice L. McFadden
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From award-winning author and creative writing professor at Tulane University comes an intimate and powerful memoir exploring inherited trauma, family secrets, and the enduring bonds of love between mothers and daughters.
On her second birthday in 1967, Bernice McFadden died in a car crash near Detroit, only to be resuscitated after her mother pulled her from the flaming wreckage. Firstborn Girls traces her remarkable life from that moment up to the publication of her first novel, Sugar.
Growing up in 1980s Brooklyn, Bernice finds solace in books, summer trips to Barbados, and boarding school to escape her alcoholic father. Discovering the works of Alice Walker and Toni Morrison, she finally sees herself and her loved ones reflected in their stories of “messy, beautiful, joyful Black people.”
Interwoven with Bernice's personal journey is her family's history, beginning with her four-times enslaved great-grandmother Louisa Vicey Wilson in 1822 Hancock County, Georgia. Her descendants survived Reconstruction and Jim Crow, joined the Great Migration, and mourned Dr. King’s assassination during the Civil Rights Movement. These women's wisdom, secrets, and fierce love are passed down like Louisa's handmade quilt.
A memoir of many threads, Firstborn Girls is an extraordinarily moving portrait of a life shaped by family, history, and the drive to be something more.
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Critic reviews
“A distinguished novelist explores the history that shaped her and the women in her family. . . . A powerful, richly tapestried book about race, history, love, and the healing power of the written word.”—Kirkus
“Novelist McFadden delivers the captivating, multigenerational stories of her family in a poignant memoir.”—Booklist
“In her remarkable memoir, Bernice McFadden revisits the chaos of girlhood and her journeys as a mother, daughter, and writer, all beneath the specter of white supremacy, patriarchy, and domestic violence. Hailing from generations of hard-loving, bold, flawed Black women, McFadden’s recounting of their lives and intimacies is masterful and mesmerizing. Fueled by compassion and anger, resilience and curiosity, McFadden reveals family secrets, strivings, and struggles, against the backdrop of our country’s long legacy of racial injustice. Revelatory and enthralling, Firstborn Girls is an absolute treasure.”—Deesha Philyaw, author of The Secret Lives of Church Ladies
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Gathering of Waters is a deeply engrossing tale narrated by the town of Money, Mississippi - a site both significant and infamous in our collective story as a nation. Money is personified in this haunting story, which chronicles its troubled history following the arrival of the Hilson and Bryant families. Tass Hilson and Emmett Till were young and in love when Emmett was brutally murdered in 1955. Anxious to escape the town, Tass marries Maximillian May and relocates to Detroit
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Loved it!!
- By Dr. Allen on 07-26-16
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Harlem Rhapsody
- By: Victoria Christopher Murray
- Narrated by: Robin Miles
- Length: 15 hrs and 5 mins
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In 1919, a high school teacher from Washington, D.C arrives in Harlem excited to realize her lifelong dream. Jessie Redmon Fauset has been named the literary editor of The Crisis. The first Black woman to hold this position at a preeminent Negro magazine, Jessie is poised to achieve literary greatness. But she holds a secret that jeopardizes it all. W. E. B. Du Bois, the founder of The Crisis, is not only Jessie’s boss, he’s her lover. And neither his wife, nor their fourteen-year-age difference can keep the two apart.
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Entertaining & Educational
- By DW Plato on 03-08-25
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Praise Song for the Butterflies
- A Novel
- By: Bernice L. McFadden
- Narrated by: Robin Miles
- Length: 5 hrs and 47 mins
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Abeo Kata lives a comfortable, happy life in West Africa as the privileged nine-year-old daughter of a government employee and stay-at-home mother. But when the Katas' idyllic lifestyle takes a turn for the worse, Abeo's father, following his mother's advice, places the girl in a religious shrine, hoping that the sacrifice of his daughter will serve as atonement for the crimes of his ancestors. Unspeakable acts befall Abeo for the 15 years she is held in the shrine. When she is finally rescued, broken and battered, she must struggle to overcome her past.
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Searing!
- By Susie Bright on 09-05-18
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Glorious
- By: Bernice L. McFadden
- Narrated by: Alfre Woodard
- Length: 5 hrs and 59 mins
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Glorious is set against the backdrops of the Jim Crow South, the Harlem Renaissance, and the civil rights era. Blending the truth of American history with the fruits of Bernice L. McFadden's rich imagination, this is the story of Easter Venetta Bartlett, a fictional Harlem Renaissance writer whose tumultuous path to success, ruin, and revival offers a candid portrait of the American experience in all its beauty and cruelty.
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Gruesome violence
- By Marilyn on 11-22-11
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In My Remaining Years
- By: Jean Grae
- Narrated by: Jean Grae
- Length: 11 hrs and 41 mins
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In My Remaining Years, by creative juggernaut Jean Grae, debunks the myth that coming-of-age narratives should be reserved for the kids, providing a much-needed rallying cry for those of us still trying to figure it out in our forties. These laugh-out-loud essays cover everything from aging gracefully, what happens when you look for community and almost start a cult, befriending childhood demons, gender fluidity in middle age, the cost of being too fabulous, and the various gymnastics we do to avoid becoming our parents, taking us from her childhood in 1980s NYC to present-day Baltimore.
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Her amazing voice and storytelling ability
- By Roxanne Shante on 03-20-25
By: Jean Grae
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I Am Nobody's Slave
- How Uncovering My Family's History Set Me Free
- By: Lee Hawkins
- Narrated by: Lee Hawkins
- Length: 14 hrs and 44 mins
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A 2022 Pulitzer Prize finalist and former Wall Street Journal writer exhaustively examines his family’s legacy of post-enslavement trauma and resilience, in this riveting memoir. I Am Nobody’s Slave tells the story of one Black family's pursuit of the American Dream through the impacts of systemic racism and racial violence. This book examines how trauma from enslavement and Jim Crow shaped their outlook on thriving in America, influenced each generation, and how they succeeded despite these challenges.
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Outstanding
- By Anonymous User on 03-05-25
By: Lee Hawkins
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Fever
- A Novel
- By: Bernice L. McFadden, Geneva Holliday
- Length: 9 hrs
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Three years have passed since four friends—Geneva, Chevy, Crystal, and Noah—had a steamy summer of secrets and sleeping around. As another summer is fast approaching, they’ve sworn off any extracurricular activities, but as the temperature rises in the city, the friends find themselves in hot water again.
By: Bernice L. McFadden, and others
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Tisoy
- By: Bernice McFadden
- Narrated by: Ron Domingo
- Length: 1 hr and 30 mins
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When we meet Joseph Patrick, he’s in the midst of a classic midlife crisis. After dropping an obscene amount of money on a luxury watch — and leaving his wallet at the store — Joseph hops into a rented Porsche and takes off across the desert. He no sooner hits the open road than a coyote darts in front of the speeding car, wrecking it and leaving Joseph stranded in the heat, with no cell phone service — and no ID.
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When Life Gives You a reality check
- By Karla on 11-16-21
By: Bernice McFadden
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Pulling the Chariot of the Sun
- A Memoir of a Kidnapping
- By: Shane McCrae
- Narrated by: Shane McCrae
- Length: 5 hrs and 25 mins
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When Shane McCrae was three years old, his grandparents kidnapped him and took him to suburban Texas. His mom was white and his dad was Black, and to hide his Blackness from him, his maternal grandparents stole him from his father. In the years that followed, they manipulated and controlled him, refusing to acknowledge his heritage—all the while believing they were doing what was best for him.
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A memoir of forgotten memories
- By lgsd on 08-25-23
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The Filling Station
- A Novel
- By: Vanessa Miller
- Narrated by: Angel Pean
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
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Sisters Margaret and Evelyn Justice have grown up in the prosperous Greenwood District of Tulsa, Oklahoma--also known as Black Wall Street. In Greenwood, the Justice sisters had it all--movie theaters and entertainment venues, beauty shops and clothing stores, high-profile businesses like law offices, medical clinics, and banks. While Evelyn aspires to head off to the East Coast to study fashion design, recent college grad Margaret plans to settle in Greenwood, teaching at the local high school and eventually raising a family.
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The historical insight that Vanessa Miller so carefully brought to light. A story rarely told.
- By Joyce Brown on 04-03-25
By: Vanessa Miller
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American Negra
- A Memoir
- By: Natasha S. Alford
- Narrated by: Natasha S. Alford
- Length: 10 hrs and 38 mins
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Award-winning journalist Natasha S. Alford grew up between two worlds as the daughter of an African American father and Puerto Rican mother. In American Negra, a narrative that is part memoir, part cultural analysis, Alford reflects on growing up in a working-class family from the city of Syracuse, NY. In smart, vivid prose, Alford illustrates the complexity of being multiethnic in Upstate New York and society’s flawed teachings about matters of identity.
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Relatable to those who grew up in America
- By Oronde Creal on 03-24-24
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Loving Donovan
- By: Bernice L. McFadden, Terry McMillan - introduction
- Narrated by: Robin Miles
- Length: 6 hrs and 50 mins
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Two-time Hurston/Wright Legacy Award finalist Bernice L. McFadden has also been twice honored by the Black Caucus of the American Library Association. One of Library Journal's 25 Key Indie Fiction Titles, this heartbreaking tale follows two damaged but hopeful souls as they struggle to find love despite the ravages of their pasts.
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Beautiful emotional novel
- By Candace Reynolds on 09-09-16
By: Bernice L. McFadden, and others
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- KimRob1
- 04-01-25
Best Memoir Ever! Seriously
I loveBernice McFaddens work and this was byfar the best book I had read this year. I felt like I knew all the people she wrote about and could relate. This book caused me to think and act.
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- Lula Fantroy
- 04-14-25
First Born Girls
Loved the story subject and how well it flowed. Kept me captivated and intrigued to continue. The voice of the reader was also soothing
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- Amazon Customer
- 03-19-25
Amazing
This book was amazing from beginning to end. This story about first born daughters was so relatable for me .
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- Tina
- 03-19-25
Oh What A Read
This book spoke to my soul. I love how she told her truth entwining it with history. I felt her when she said I’m tired of not speaking the truth well something like that and starting speaking about the secrets in her family. Every family has skeletons in their closet. As a child we were took to not repeat anything and not to say what goes on in your home. This memoir was her truth! I love listening to how the narrator made each page come to life. You want be disappointed. A GREAT READ!!!!!
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- TSimp
- 04-05-25
Great Read!
This is a deeply honest memoir that often reads like a conversation (I love those). The author gives such a transparent look into her life as the eldest daughter, the pressures of her family and love life, her responsibilities and her journey to becoming a writer. Throughout the book, she displays superb story-telling and vulnerability. This is definitely a well-written story that pulls the reader in and makes one excited for her wins. (And I also remembered seeing her brother on In Living Color and Martin). 😊
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- Lachell B
- 03-07-25
Wow! Felt like a movie.
Thank you for sharing so vunerablay and openly. Grateful for your strength and gifts that we get to witness.
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- Nelle
- 04-01-25
Outstanding
this is one of the best memoirs that I've ever read. I felt so attached to the author and all of her family members. fantastic storytelling. Bernice McFadden is one of my favorite authors
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- Anonymous User
- 03-19-25
Life and living
I enjoyed the story of these firstborn girls being a first born girl. As a black woman feeling all the feelings.
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- Kerry Stewart
- 03-27-25
The tapestry that the author weaved as we journeyed though her life story.
This book is refreshing, a balm for my soul filled with all life gives us in every stage.
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- Michelle Stimpson
- 04-14-25
Loved every minute of this book
Bernice McFadden - I was waiting for this book and it did not disappoint. She is one of the best writers of our lifetime, and after reading this I understand her even better. Bravo!
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