
Forty Autumns
A Family's Story of Courage and Survival on Both Sides of the Berlin Wall
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Nina Willner
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In this illuminating and deeply moving memoir, a former American military intelligence officer goes beyond traditional Cold War espionage tales to tell the true story of her family - of five women separated by the Iron Curtain for more than 40 years and their miraculous reunion after the fall of the Berlin Wall. Forty Autumns makes visceral the pain and longing of one family forced to live apart in a world divided by two.
At 20, Hanna escaped from East to West Germany. But the price of freedom - leaving behind her parents, eight siblings, and family home - was heartbreaking. Uprooted, Hanna eventually moved to America, where she settled down with her husband and had children of her own.
Growing up near Washington, DC, Hanna's daughter, Nina Willner, became the first female army intelligence officer to lead sensitive intelligence operations in East Berlin at the height of the Cold War. Though only a few miles separated American Nina and her German relatives - grandmother Oma; aunt Heidi; and cousin Cordula, a member of the East German Olympic training team - a bitter political war kept them apart.
In Forty Autumns, Nina recounts her family's story - five ordinary lives buffeted by circumstances beyond their control. She takes us deep into the tumultuous and terrifying world of East Germany under Communist rule, revealing both the cruel reality her relatives endured and her own experiences as an intelligence officer running secret operations behind the Berlin Wall that put her life at risk.
A personal look at a tenuous era that divided a city and a nation and continues to haunt us, Forty Autumns is an intimate and beautifully written story of courage, resilience, and love - of five women whose spirits could not be broken and who fought to preserve what matters most: family.
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- Daryl
- 01-13-17
Terrific Book!
I was still a child when the Berlin wall fell. In my innocence, I thought it was sad, that a country ceased to be on the map.
Since then, I've been interested in eastern Europe.
This book describes both the personal and political backdrop to what happened in East Germany, what the reality of life was like, the risk it was to leave...
This book is accessible, readable, and compelling. But there's something disconcerting about the author referring to her grandmother, someone she never met, as her "Oma", and her mother by her first name. And there's something disjointed in the telling in places, where family member disappear and reappear and you almost need a scorecard to keep up with who they are.
Cassandra Campbell is a wonderful narrator, though I'm not certain about her German and Russian pronunciations. Overall, both author and narrator did a wonderful job of telling the reality of life under east German rule.
Well worth your time and credit.
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- Lisa
- 11-10-16
Wonderful Audible BOOK
This book is beautifully written and the narrator is easy to listen to.
You could tell that the author had a great deal of knowledge with the topic and had me looking forward to my afternoon walk with my dog so I could get back into the story.
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- JD Madsen
- 03-06-22
Couldn’t stop listening
I loved this book! From the very first chapter inwas hooked and didn’t want to stop listening. The performance was wonderful, and the story so compelling, heartbreaking, and brave a full of heart. Highly recommend!
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- G. Thorsen
- 01-04-20
A Cold War family story worth hearing
Well-written story about a family split between the west and East Germany.
Narrator was good but German pronunciation quite lacking.
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- Belinda
- 11-20-22
Insightful
As I was living my own life of freedom in the USA, I should have paid attention to the plight of others in East Germany and other Eastern bloc countries. This book has opened my eyes and heart to what these precious people experienced. It’s a well-written, heart-felt story.
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- Gillian Hargreaves
- 12-01-22
Comprehensive and personal
Lovely and fascinating, often heartbreaking but never morose... how the arc of history affected one large German family.
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- Cat.
- 01-21-23
Outstanding piece of work
Really,really enjoyed this book
As a retired United States, Air Force pilot, who was able to fly missions into Germany, and also into Berlin when the wall was still active, I found this book, extremely informative and interesting. Her description of flying into Berlin through those corridors was exactly as I remembered back in the 70s .
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- Mary McDonnell
- 09-30-23
Post WW2 Story I had never heard!
I loved learning about life in eastern Germany after the war. I didn’t realize how truly difficult the Germans had it under Soviet rule. That this is a true story makes this all the more remarkable!
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- Marcia
- 04-09-17
Insightful, interesting, and well-researched
Excellent, moving portrayal of this gifted and courageous author and her family. I loved it!
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- sarah lewis
- 01-30-20
Great story and perspective
It was great to see the different sides of living in East Germany. This story allows a glimpse into what it was like for those young and old trying to live their best life among the harsh rules of the government.
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