
I Still Believe
A Memoir
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Newly revised! I Still Believe shares Jeremy Camp’s journey of finding hope and healing through life’s toughest moments and the songs that came from his journey that have inspired a generation.
When Jeremy Camp lost his beloved wife Melissa just three months after their wedding, the last thing he wanted to do was sing praise to God. But even as he struggled through unimaginable grief and fought to hold on to his faith, God had other plans: Pick up your guitar. I have something for you to write.
Jeremy obeyed, pouring out his heart, writing about the hope that God was still there, even in his deepest grief. The song he wrote that day, “I Still Believe,” has gone on to inspire millions around the world.
This is the story behind that song and the movie that was inspired by it. It is an inside look at Jeremy’s life—from his difficult childhood and teenage years to the tragic passing of Melissa at age 21 and the spiritual journey that followed. Searching for hope and healing inspired some of Jeremy’s best-loved songs and led him, eventually, to find love again.
This revised edition of I Still Believe includes:
- Three new chapters with updates on Jeremy’s family and the film release
- Eight-page color insert with photos from Jeremy’s life
- Foreword by Bart Millard, singer/songwriter for MercyMe
I Still Believe is a powerful, heart-wrenching memoir about the strength of undying love and the power of faith - a must-read for Jeremy Camp fans and an inspiring, encouraging read for anyone who has experienced loss.
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- Rosebro87
- 03-04-20
Such a good story....
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Just what I needed right now !
I’m going through a ruff time in my life right now and this story just Reinsured me I’m not alone God is right by me during this hard time . And I could be going through this to get closer to him (god) I’ll never lose my faith! Thank you Jeremy for Sharing your story . :) can’t wait to watch the movie!!!
I highly recommend you to read this book
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- smilin29
- 06-12-23
EXCELLENT
This is a very moving, inspiring read. It was well read and the content was so helpful.
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- Sondra
- 07-07-20
Amazing and uplifting
I absolutely loved it! This has helped me to seek a deeper relationship with Jesus. I can't wait to watch the movie tomorrow!
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- Joey and Laura
- 03-20-20
Strengthened my faith
Beautiful book that pulls at your heartstrings- Jeremy Camp’s raw transparency is unbelievable. His story, his testimony, his love for God- through the tough road he has travelled has strengthened my faith. God might not answer the way we want, but His faithfulness is always there through it all.
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- iggypiggy
- 03-08-20
Excellent Story
I thoroughly enjoyed listening to this book. Jeremy’s story is inspiring and his walk with Christ is admirable, it should be heard. I’m so glad he shared his journey with us.
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- Jon
- 06-01-20
Great story. Excellent narration.
Sometimes a great story or great content is diminished by the narrator but in this case it is enhanced. The narrator reads with emotion and understanding and empathy, almost as if he is actually Jeremy Camp.
As for the story, it is a wonderful story of faith, romance, tragedy, and faithfulness. I’ve always enjoyed Jeremy‘s music, And now I know much more about the man and his faith and how he battled with grief, and fear, and depression, and anxiety, and yet never stopped believing in a God who has seen him through so much and is blessing him and his story.
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- Bridget Preece
- 10-22-20
Be Ready!
Be ready to laugh, to cry, to feel drawn close to your loved ones, and have a changed outlook on life.
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- Ashley B.
- 03-16-20
Inspirational
I watched the film a few days ago and was moved by Jeremy and Melissa’s story. I yearn to have a heart full of faith and trust in the Lord like Melissa did. I wanted to know all the details so I read this book and I am absolutely astonished by what God has done in Jeremy’s life, how Melissa’s stories have MOVED thousands, including his wife Adrienne! It’s taught me that I’ve been living the surface living of being a Christian, and it’s not enough. Thank you for this beautiful and eye-opening memoir!!
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- Saturn
- 08-15-20
Beautiful
I remember the first time I heard Jeremy's song I Still Believe. I was teaching Sunday school and the track came with him telling briefly the story of the song. I sobbed as I listened. This story is heartbreaking and heart healing. Jeremy's testimony of faith in loss is inspiring and helps to renew my faith. I have always enjoyed his music and I love this book. It is well written and the narrator does a wonderful job. You really feel like Jeremy is telling the story.
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- CJ
- 02-24-20
Story of Heart
I just started to embrace Jeremy Camp's music 2 yrs ago. I listen to his music and the different stages of sadness, rebuilding faith and there is never understanding how God places situations in your life. This story is heartfelt, faithful, being vulnerable and still keeping your eyes on the Lord. I cried throughout the Audible book and I went to his concert on Sunday, February 23rd with MercyMe & David Leonard. I bought the book. Embracing God's plan and I still believe. Thank you, Jeremy Camp. I already have my ticket to see the movie, I Still Believe. God bless his heart and his beautiful family. He walked by faith and his story is not over yet.
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