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Marilyn Elaine Lundberg
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Marilyn Lundberg
About this listen
This is my inspirational true story of childhood sexual abuse that I endured. The abuse was a secret, even to me, due to the fact that all the painful images were locked up in my subconscious for close to 37 years.
Growing up I felt broken and different from everyone around me. At an early age I experienced fear, anxiety, major depression, suicidal thoughts, multiple personalities, panic attacks, agoraphobia, and PTSD. Why did I have all these problems?
I was a woman on a healing mission! I kept following the clues, and one day all the memories slowly revealed themselves to me, and the dark mystery became clear in my mind.
I have carefully detailed all the healing tools and the steps that I took to unlock the trauma. I will also tell you how my broken heart was healed.
I was extremely careful in writing my story as to not negatively impact you, the listener, in any way. This is my story of immense brokenness, followed by triumphant healing. My book will give you hope and a plan of action.
Did you know that one out of three women and one out of five men are sexually abused before they are 18 years old? This sick behavior has to stop!
Also, did you know there are close to 100 different negative after-effects that can grip the victims of sexual abuse? Learn what they are and let me teach you how to begin the healing process.
Abuse is all around us and innocent people are being hurt. I choose to share my story with as many readers as possible, to shine a light on this dark despicable problem. I truly want to help people who are hurting and share the knowledge that I have been given.
©2016 Marilyn Elaine Lundberg (P)2017 Marilyn Elaine LundbergListeners also enjoyed...
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- Jean
- 09-11-19
Pedophelia Punishable by death
Very helpful until Joyce Meyer and Bennie Han was put forth. Pediphiles capital punisment mandetory
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- Sandi Duprey
- 06-16-18
Heartbreaking, touching and offers SO much hope!
Marilyn gives a raw and painful account of her life from beginning to present and when God says He will turn our ashes to beauty, she is the walking, talking, breathing proof that God loves us and His promises are real. He doesn’t promise to keep us from evil, but He does promise to carry us through it.
Thank you for sharing your story. <3
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- Yvonne
- 04-12-25
Bravely honest
I listened to this book because my daughter's bio dad molested her the one time I allowed a sleepover. I have been hating myself since but now my daughter is a teenager and suffering from PTSD. I'm not sure how to be there for her but this book really gave me some perspective.
Ms Marilyn, I know we have a long journey ahead of us but thank you so much for sharing your story. You are truly an angel.
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- Aiessa Alejandro
- 09-29-20
wow..
The story was very sad but Marilyn overcame so much. Thank you for sharing your story.
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- Amazon Customer
- 11-20-19
excellent but sad story with a redeeming end
some of the details are hard to hear, but I am thankful for Marylin sharing her story and how God has healed her.
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- Nate S.
- 12-09-22
Thank you
Over all very helpful with dealing with any abuse and helping a loved one who has been abused. I think we can all find hurt and focus on small miracles. In the end have joy.
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- Brenna
- 11-20-24
Helping me answer that big question…..
……the question that I have always known the answer to, but is cloaked in darkness. On the 99 after affect checklist, I scored very highly. My childhood experience is remarkably similar to Ms. Lundberg’s, down to the smallest details. It was as if Ms. Lundberg was telling my own story, while she was telling her own. My life has been defined by the black holes in my childhood memory. It is like viewing a violent crime scene: so much overwhelming evidence is there, but the “smoking gun” - the memories - are black. I have faith that when I am ready, I will get the validation & proof I need to finally understand. I pray that someday, my father will admit the truth to me.
I pray that God speaks to him, and that God tells him: “Your salvation will be in telling the truth to your daughter, your one and only child. This will be the greatest act of your life. Only you, can tell her the whole truth. Although she does not ask, she is ready and needs to hear it. This will be the greatest act of your life, and it will restore her love of you. Fear no consequences, for when you restore your daughter’s love, your place in heaven will be eternal.”
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- Mermaid Annaliesea
- 08-07-23
This help me unlock my repressed memories
Thank you for sharing your story. Your audio book helped me uncover my dark passed and encouraged me to start therapy again. It was heartbreaking seeing the similarities in our stories but it gave me courage to try to find answers.
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- JMM
- 08-22-18
Very real.
This book discretely gives a candid view of what it feels like to live a life of parental abuse and neglect. This book gently leads you across the aftermath of parental sexual abuse and ways to garner the strength to carry on. I was moved. Thank you Marilyn for sharing your sad secret so other might find hope.
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- Nichole
- 01-11-21
Unequivocally the best healing I’ve had
She literally spoke to my soul everything was the same except it was my schizophrenic brother. I even live in Mn and I’ve been inspired to write a book. Now I’m floored at the idea that I too could have a life full of abundance and love that is not tied to an underlying selfish need but a selfless and free love of myself, my kids and others. She has inspired me to find help in my journey of healing. And being an empath I cried the whole time every piercing my heart and soul like I’d lived my experience again. Thank you and god bless you.. remarkable.
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