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Narrated by:
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Andi Arndt
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Teddy Hamilton
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Tijan
About this listen
Appearing on a local news show? Just because something happened to me?
I live mostly in isolation on purpose.
But here I am.
I was so nervous that I needed the make-up chair, twice.
And then I walked past his room.
He's a giant—no softness, all muscle.
And a rich beard that made me want to rub myself all over it.
He made me see stars, literally because the second time I saw him, I tripped.
Or I would've, but he caught me, and the cameras were rolling.
Soon, that clip will be trending because he wasn't just another guest on the show.
He's Brett Broudou, the Kings' newest football star.
We couldn't be more opposite.
The only special thing about me is the reason I was on the show.
Brett, the Super Bowl champion, and me, the survivor who helped bring down the infamous Midwest Butcher.
Brett might not think he's anyone's hero, but he's about to become mine.
A/N: This is a 140k standalone.©2024 Tijan (P)2024 Dreamscape Media
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Beckett: If you’re reading this, well, you know the last-letter drill. You made it. I didn’t. Get off the guilt train, because I know if there was any chance you could have saved me, you would have. I need one thing from you: get out of the army and get to Telluride. My little sister Ella’s raising the twins alone. She’s too independent and won’t accept help easily, but she has lost our grandmother, our parents, and now me. It’s too much for anyone to endure. And here’s the kicker: there’s something else you don’t know that’s tearing her family apart.
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- Nicole
- 02-11-24
Heartwarming and Heartbreaking
I really loved this story. The author and narrators did a great job. I also really liked being able to see Brett’s personal growth and all the new characters. I also loved how Brett was with Billie. I guess it’s time to reread Fallen Crest. This story can be read as a standalone but it also fits in at the end of the Fallen Crest series.
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- TTBoss
- 02-11-24
Awesome plot twists
Really great story that brought several characters back together. I just wish that the author would stop using “I’ve not, they’ve not, he’s not, etc”. Not a single normal person speaks like that and it drives me insane in all of her writing. Otherwise, the book is great! Especially loved the final epilogue.
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- Sandy
- 02-20-24
Torn
The narration was wonderful. I'm left with so many questions... how was it never mentioned that the brothers body wasn't found? Why did her dad kill the family his daughter was with? I didn't see either the brother or the dad thing coming, and I liked the "suspence" aspect of the book. I just feel a little torn at the moment.
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- Nic S
- 02-12-24
This was a surpirse
I love the fallen crest series and this was one while Brett was introduced in that series is a complete stand alone. It might enhance your reading to understand more of the history since there are some common characters mentioned and appearing in this one. I did always wonder what happened to Brett Broudou, he intrigued me and I was happy to get his story. I really enjoyed Billy as well, she reminded me of the FMC in the Not outcast which was fun even while dealing with some very heavy topics. I did kinda see the ending twist coming but there was one that threw me, which if you're a Tijan fan, she's good at that, Overall I enjoyed this story and the narration was done well.
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- Miranda & Lindsey
- 07-23-24
Wow
The ending actually shocked me. I really liked this book. I liked both the main characters. The trauma was real. The healing and resilience were real. Five stars!
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- bluydtigr
- 02-10-24
I’m still shook!!
I just finished the audio version and I still can’t stop thinking about the story. I am so glad that Brett got his own story. It was so good and well worth the wait!!!!!!
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- b00kish_therapy
- 02-26-24
Wow
I just happened to find this book and thought why not, I did NOT expect this! I loved Billie and Brett! I can also say I did not see the ending coming! Truth bomb and ended the book. Well played!
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- Lexi Rose
- 02-16-24
Go into this book blind, BEYOND WORTH IT
Teddy is a top tier fav of mine regardless of the author, but Andi was PHENOMENAL. This book in audio was such an amazing listen overall and a complete suprise.
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-18-24
Just Brilliant
Tijan is brilliant. Just enough up an down and suspense. Ooohhh and that ending. oh and Brett it is so nice to hear his mind work after getting to see him through out the fallen crest series.
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- Lori Dickey
- 09-18-24
WOW!!
I can usually predict what is going to happen in a book. But this one got me all the way to the last line! Soooooo good
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