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Gillian Williams
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By:
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Susan Meachen
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Warning: This story may contain triggers. It includes graphic abuse, both experienced and suggested.
Living in a small farming community I had no clue what the city had to offer or the fear that came with it. I’ve had a crush on my brother’s best friend Tommi for as long as I could remember, but he has only ever seen me as a child.
Leaving behind my small town for college opens me to a whole new life. A life that haunts my very dreams now.
Jaxon “Bruiser” Malone is one of the sexiest men I have ever laid eyes on. He also happens to be the head of a mob family, but he holds part of my heart.
When an opportunity to return home for a full-time job arises, I jump on it. I send in my resume and get a call to start right after the holidays. Finally, I am returning home. Will my life pick up where it left off?
Will Tommi Hicks finally see a full-grown woman where he used to see a kid sister before? Or will my past lure me back to Jaxon and his lifestyle?
No matter what someone I love and care about is going to be hurt.
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- TA
- 03-19-21
OMG
Words cannot express the shocker in this book. Anyone with certain types of PTSD should be warned that the brutality depicted may aggravate condition. It is a good book and it held my attention. Narrator did a good job with characters.
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- Melissa
- 08-12-20
Wow! Intense First love vs Grownup Love
This story started sweet and turned dark!! The story of her first crush and how their love had grown was sweet! Take two on love is a mob boss. Good vs evil who will win! Intense story, couldn’t stop listening once I started. Performance wasn’t my favorite but she did grow on me. This was my first time listening to this author and I really liked the story! Interested in reading more.
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- B.McGrath
- 09-15-20
My sick pleasure
I'm heartbroken!!! Nicole chose the wrong man as far as I'm concerned, and she hurt a great man. I'm physically ill with this choice. Wrong, no way. No!!! smh. I voluntarily listened to a free copy of this and am giving an honest review. The narrator was okay but I think a male narrator would have been more appropriate and appealing to listen to.
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- Dayanara RQ
- 07-19-20
Different but good!
This book was very interesting and with different dynamic and unexpected. Great love stories and family values but most of all the fact that te happily ever after that we were waiting for had a different outcome was perfect!
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- Drifter
- 07-28-20
Many unexpected twists and turns!
I asked to receive this free review Audible book and wrote this unbiased review. Kudos to Susan Meachen for writing a book that will grab you from the beginning and hold you even after you have finished it. It will be a rollercoaster ride of emotions and contain so many twists and turns that you may feel like you have whiplash. The character and plot development is outstanding. Nicole finds herself in love with two men and unable to decide which one she wants to marry. I must admit that I wanted to shake some sense into her because it wasn't fair to keep stringing them along. I do like the fact that the man she doesn't choose is able to move on with his life and get a HEA. I had several " I can't believe this" moments. This made this book unique and such an amazing story. The narrator does an excellent job of portraying the emotions and personalities of the characters. Her storytelling ability brought this book to life and created a vivid picture in my mind. I highly recommend this Audible book, but beware of the trigger warnings.
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