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Lilly Dancyger
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Lilly Dancyger
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A memoir from the editor of Burn It Down: Women Writing About Anger, Negative Space explores Dancyger’s own anger, grief, and artistic inheritance as she sets out to illuminate the darkness her father hid from her, as well as her own.
Despite her parents’ struggles with addiction, Lilly Dancyger always thought of her childhood as a happy one. But what happens when a journalist interrogates her own rosy memories to reveal the instability around the edges?
Dancyger’s father, Joe Schactman, was part of the iconic 1980s East Village art scene. He created provocative sculptures out of found materials like animal bones, human hair, and broken glass and brought his young daughter into his gritty, iconoclastic world. She idolized him - despite the escalating heroin addiction that sometimes overshadowed his creative passion. When Schactman died suddenly, just as Dancyger was entering adolescence, she went into her own self-destructive spiral, raging against a world that had taken her father away.
As an adult, Dancyger began to question the mythology she’d created about her father - the brilliant artist, struck down in his prime. Using his sculptures, paintings, and prints as a guide, Dancyger sought out the characters from his world who could help her decode the language of her father’s work to find the truth of who he really was.
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- Susanne Moore
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Honest, Heart felt, And touching story of loss and finding hope in the Negative space.
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Deep perspective
Could feel the book deep inside; well read; well said. Enjoyed the perspective of the book and the author.
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- Adriana
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This hit home
Absolutely loved this real point of voice. I felt very connected to her and her story
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- Rachel A warren
- 05-09-21
Gorgeous book
I could relate so much to this book, and I’m sure that even those who don’t have estranged artist fathers could too. It’s just fabulous. A compassionate look inside heroin addiction, the village art scene, a unique father daughter relationship, and told so beautifully. Lilly is a terrific writer, and hearing her narrate the story really brought it to life for me. I highly recommend this memoir.
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- Whitney
- 09-29-22
memories
loved and hated this. reminds me of my son's father and the potential life my son may have had.
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- Kautt
- 07-05-24
Fascinating memoir
I love how Lilly wove the story of each of her parents journeys into the fabric of her search for her father. Three character arcs in a memoir! Not only did Lilly learn the truth about the father she idolized, but her relationship with her mother is mended.
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- Amazon Customer
- 12-24-21
A lovely and honest tribute
I really enjoyed the overall writing and narration but it was the intimate access to the author’s grief and ultimate understanding of her family and herself that made this book a real joy. I lost my father in my 20s and also had a complex relationship with him. This book felt like a type of closure I didn’t realize I needed. Outstanding work.
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- Mary Lyman
- 03-14-22
Perfect!
What a wonderful, thoughtful story of love and loss. Thank you Lily! I will give it a few months and listen again❤️
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- Laurah Bajorek
- 05-05-21
Striking
Freshly grieving my addict father... this story is eerily relatable. A true salve for my wounds. Just gorgeous.
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- Gina & Will
- 12-17-21
Very interesting
Well written, engaging story. The emotion of the author reading it was pretty cool to experience.
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