Red Paint
The Ancestral Autobiography of a Coast Salish Punk
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Sasha LaPointe
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Sasha LaPointe
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Sasha LaPointe has always longed for a sense of home. When she was a child, her family moved around frequently, often staying in barely habitable church attics and trailers, dangerous places for young Sasha.
With little more to guide her than a passion for the thriving punk scene of the Pacific Northwest and a desire to live up to the responsibility of being the namesake of her beloved great-grandmother—a linguist who helped preserve her Indigenous language of Lushootseed—Sasha throws herself headlong into the world, determined to build a better future for herself and her people.
Set against a backdrop of the breathtaking beauty of Coast Salish ancestral land and imbued with the universal spirit of punk, Red Paint is ultimately a story of the ways we learn to find our true selves while fighting for our right to claim a place of our own.
Examining what it means to be vulnerable in love and in art, Sasha offers up an unblinking reckoning with personal traumas amplified by the collective historical traumas of colonialism and genocide that continue to haunt native peoples. Red Paint is an intersectional autobiography of lineage, resilience, and, above all, the ability to heal.
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- Length: 15 hrs and 32 mins
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Endless ice. Thin air. The threat of dropping into nothingness thousands of feet below. This is the climb Silvia Vasquez-Lavado braves in her pulse-raising memoir. A Latina hero in the elite macho tech world of Silicon Valley, privately, she was hanging by a thread. Deep in the throes of alcoholism, hiding her sexuality from her family, and repressing the abuse she’d suffered as a child, she started climbing. She then took her biggest pain as a survivor to the biggest mountain: Everest.
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How much was not said in so many words
- By Emma Pavich on 10-25-24
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Man Alive
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- By: Thomas Page McBee
- Narrated by: Thomas Page McBee
- Length: 3 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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What does it really mean to be a man? In Man Alive, Thomas Page McBee attempts to answer that question by focusing on two of the men who most impacted his life - one, his otherwise ordinary father who abused him as a child, and the other, a mugger who almost killed him. Standing at the brink of the life-changing decision to transition from female to male, McBee seeks to understand these examples of flawed manhood and tells us how a brush with violence sent him on the quest to untangle a sinister past and freed him to become the man he was meant to be.
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Worth a listen
- By Kade on 05-30-18
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On Mystic Lake
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On the day her daughter leaves for college, Anne Colwater's husband of 20 years announces he wants a divorce. Her roles of wife and mother suddenly gone, Annie retreats to her childhood home of Mystic, Washington, to heal. There she finds her old friend Nick, suddenly widowed and unable to cope with his emotionally scarred young daughter, Izzie.
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Never been so disappointed
- By Anonymous User on 12-28-10
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Coming Up for Air
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Ellie Calvin is caught in a dying marriage, and she knows this. With her beloved daughter away at college and a growing gap between her and her husband - between her reality and the woman she wants to be - she doesn’t quite seem to fit into her own life. But everything changes after her controlling mother, Lillian, passes away. Ellie’s world turns upside down when she sees her ex-boyfriend, Hutch, at her mother’s funeral and learns that he is in charge of a documentary that involved Lillian before her death. He wants answers to questions that Ellie’s not sure she can face....
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Unable To Recommend
- By Gailgo on 08-31-11
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The End of Eve
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At age 39, Ariel Gore has everything she’s always wanted: a successful writing career, a long-term partnership, a beautiful if tiny home, a daughter in college and a son in preschool. But life’s happy endings don’t always last. If it’s not one thing, after all, it’s your mother. Her name is Eve. Her epic temper tantrums have already gotten her banned from three cab companies in Portland. And she’s here to announce that she’s dying.
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Get Ready for a Bumpy Ride
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Diamond Head
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- By: Cecily Wong
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Told through the eyes of the Leongs' secret-keeping daughters and wives and spanning the Boxer Rebellion to Pearl Harbor to 1960s Hawaii, Diamond Head is a breathtakingly powerful tale of tragic love, shocking lies, poignant compromise, aching loss, heroic acts of sacrifice, and miraculous hope.
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- By Gina on 09-06-15
By: Cecily Wong
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Follow the Stars Home
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Being a good mother is never simple: each day brings new choices and challenges. For Diane Robbins, being a devoted single mother has resulted in her greatest joy and darkest sorrow. Weeks before her daughter was born, she and her husband, Tim McIntosh, received the news that every parent fears. Tim had not reckoned on their child being anything less than perfect, and abruptly fled to a solitary existence on the sea. Diane was left with a newborn - almost alone.
By: Luanne Rice
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The Child Finder
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Three years ago, Madison Culver disappeared when her family was choosing a Christmas tree in Oregon's Skookum National Forest. She would be eight years old now - if she has survived. Desperate to find their beloved daughter, certain someone took her, the Culvers turn to Naomi, a private investigator with an uncanny talent for locating the lost and missing. Known to the police and a select group of parents as "the Child Finder", Naomi is their last hope.
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One Dimensional
- By Sara on 10-04-17
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Call Me Zelda
- By: Erika Robuck
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From New York to Paris, Scott and Zelda Fitzgerald reigned as king and queen of the Jazz Age, seeming to float on champagne bubbles above the mundane cares of the world. But to those who truly knew them, the endless parties were only a distraction from their inner turmoil and from a love that united them with a scorching intensity.
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If you want to read about Zelda and Scott, move on
- By Leahmgordon on 11-14-17
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Come to the Edge
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When Christina Haag was growing up on the Upper East Side of Manhattan, John F. Kennedy, Jr., was just one of the boys in her circle of prep-school friends. A decade later, after they had both graduated from Brown University and were living in New York City, Christina and John were cast in an off-Broadway play together. It was then that John confessed his long-standing crush on her, and they embarked on a five-year love affair.
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Thoroughly enjoyed Come to the Edge
- By CapeCodLady on 11-15-19
By: Christina Haag
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- R Watts
- 07-10-23
Powerful, deep, true, and revealing!
Sasha’s voice is powerful, her story cuts and allows me to better live and honor the truths inside me and surrounding me. A must read, an adventure into soulful, punk, and crisp life well lived.
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- Cherry Robinson Psy. D.
- 02-15-24
Truth
What stood out the most was the author speaking the truth. Truth that needs to be heard by all of white america. I fear not enough will listen but I would like to be wrong
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- Thedirtbaguette
- 05-05-24
A gift to us!
Sasha's retelling of her female ancestors' stories as well as her own will break your heart for the indigenous Coast Salish people- both past and present. Sasha's life in particular, left me bitter about how white men from our shared community are allowed to treat an indigenous woman. My strongest reactions came when her romantic partners questioned her coping mechanisms, her best attempts at reconciling hundreds of years of oppression they seemingly refused to acknowledge. Thankfully, the author had wonderful friendships with women to help her endure. A must read for anyone who thinks now is the right time to right our wrongs.
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- Granny Janny
- 01-27-24
Heartbreakingly moving story.
This is not a book you read to be entertained. Her story was very moving throughout. I have lived in the Pacific Northwest for much of my life so do always enjoy references to many familiar places. In the final chapter we do learn that she has a different partner than those mentioned in her story. I hope she has found comfort, peace, and love from all around her.
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- Benita
- 04-02-24
Native American Health
Healing is always such a hard road to travel. Native Americans, like other minority cultures need a lot of healing from the traumatic situations that their (our) people have been through. This book was a journey of healing for the author.
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- Amazon Customer
- 09-15-24
Powerful and Honest
I really enjoyed this read. It was nice to hear about my little corner of the world through another Natives words. Those words held so much power and honesty in them of our people throughout the generations.
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- Anne M
- 04-16-23
Beautifully raw journey of healing
I loved the vividly raw journey and reflection. Sasha’s vulnerability serves as a means for reflection, tenderness and acceptance of our own lives.
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- ClanofWolfandCrow
- 10-27-23
A deeply personal voice, powerful narrative, and captivating ownership of place.
I’ve been meaning to read Sasha’s writing for years, and now I wish I’d done so sooner. This book, while a deeply personal story of transformation, loss, grief, and healing; is also a universal story of searching and finding self through connection to land and family history.
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- Christina
- 02-16-23
Excellent!
Absolutely stunning. Her beautiful reading of her empowering journey was very inspiring.-a truly valuable book.
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- faith reichel
- 09-16-22
Such a vivid journey into trauma, healing, and self awareness within the Pacific Northwest. A must Audible book choice.
I went through something with this book. I had to digest some things for my own spirit. I feel better for it. You will traverse the pain with her, you will come out the other side with her, and will learn something. You will learn many things. I’m grateful for the experience. I feel like this book should be experienced through the author’s voice and way of story telling.
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