
Unmask Alice
LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries
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Rick Emerson
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Two teens. Two diaries. Two social panics. One incredible fraud.
In 1971, Go Ask Alice reinvented the young adult genre with a blistering portrayal of sex, psychosis, and teenage self-destruction. The supposed diary of a middle-class addict, Go Ask Alice terrified adults and cemented LSD's fearsome reputation, fueling support for the War on Drugs. Five million copies later, Go Ask Alice remains a divisive bestseller, outraging censors and earning new fans, all of them drawn by the book's mythic premise: A Real Diary, by Anonymous.
But Alice was only the beginning.
In 1979, another diary rattled the culture, setting the stage for a national meltdown. The posthumous memoir of an alleged teenage Satanist, Jay's Journal merged with a frightening new crisis—adolescent suicide—to create a literal witch hunt, shattering countless lives and poisoning whole communities.
In reality, Go Ask Alice and Jay's Journal came from the same dark place: a serial con artist who betrayed a grieving family, stole a dead boy's memory, and lied her way to the National Book Awards.
Unmask Alice: LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries is a true story of contagious deception. It stretches from Hollywood to Quantico, and passes through a tiny patch of Utah nicknamed "the fraud capital of America." It's the story of a doomed romance and a vengeful celebrity. Of a lazy press and a public mob. Of two suicidal teenagers, and their exploitation by a literary vampire.
Unmask Alice...where truth is stranger than nonfiction."
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In September 2010, at the beginning of the academic year at Sarah Lawrence College, a sophomore named Talia Ray asked her roommates if her father could stay with them for a while. No one objected. Her father, Larry Ray, was just released from prison, having spent three years behind bars after a conviction during a bitter custody dispute.
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Harrowing
- By Joshua on 09-19-21
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Remembering Satan
- A Tragic Case of Recovered Memory
- By: Lawrence Wright
- Narrated by: Danny Campbell
- Length: 6 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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Remembering Satan is a lucid, measured, yet absolutely riveting inquest into a case that destroyed a family, engulfed a small town, and captivated an America obsessed by rumors of a satanic underground. It follows the increasingly bizarre accusations and confessions, as well as the claims and counterclaims of police, FBI investigators, and mental-health professionals.
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Lawrence Wright missed important details
- By Mark Carras on 06-05-22
By: Lawrence Wright
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Letting Ana Go
- Anonymous Diaries
- By: Anonymous
- Narrated by: Chloe Cannon
- Length: 6 hrs and 6 mins
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She was a good girl from a good family, with everything she could want or need. But below the surface, she felt like she could never be good enough. Like she could never live up to the expectations that surrounded her. Like she couldn't do anything to make a change. But there was one thing she could control completely: how much she ate. The less she ate, the better - stronger - she felt. But it's a dangerous game, and there is such a thing as going too far.... Her innermost thoughts and feelings are chronicled in the diary she left behind.
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Love
- By Theodore Lopez on 06-15-21
By: Anonymous
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Gory Details
- By: Erika Engelhaupt
- Narrated by: Mari Weiss
- Length: 8 hrs and 33 mins
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Filled to the brim with far-out facts, this wickedly informative narrative from the author of National Geographic's popular Gory Details blog takes us on a fascinating journey through an astonishing new reality. Blending humor and journalism in the tradition of Mary Roach, acclaimed science reporter Erika Engelhaupt investigates the gross, strange, and morbid absurdities of our bodies and our universe.
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Feels like old school Discovery channel
- By Anonymous User on 02-15-23
By: Erika Engelhaupt
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Love Me to Death
- The Chilling True Story of WIlliam “Wild Bill Cody” Neal—The Vicious Denver Lady-Killer
- By: Steve Jackson
- Narrated by: Kevin Pierce
- Length: 6 hrs and 42 mins
- Unabridged
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William Neal, who called himself "Wild Bill Cody," was seductive and skillful at separating love-struck women from their money, and ultimately, their lives. Apprehended by police, Neal, who proclaimed himself “better than Ted Bundy,” pleaded guilty to three murders then insisted on representing himself at his death penalty trial. But the psychopathic killer found himself up against the incredible courage of his one surviving victim.
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Disappointed
- By donald on 02-09-23
By: Steve Jackson
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Savage Appetites
- Four True Stories of Women, Crime and Obsession
- By: Rachel Monroe
- Narrated by: Jayme Mattler
- Length: 8 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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A provocative and original investigation of our cultural fascination with crime, linking four archetypes - Detective, Victim, Attorney, Killer - to four true stories about women driven by obsession. In this illuminating exploration of women, violence, and obsession, Rachel Monroe interrogates the appeal of true crime through four narratives of fixation. In the 1940s, a bored heiress began creating dollhouse crime scenes depicting murders, suicides, and accidental deaths. Known as the “Mother of Forensic Science,” she revolutionized the field of what was then called legal medicine.
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A bit disappointed..
- By Lolly on 09-02-19
By: Rachel Monroe
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Ghosts of the Tsunami
- Death and Life in Japan's Disaster Zone
- By: Richard Lloyd Parry
- Narrated by: Simon Vance
- Length: 7 hrs and 47 mins
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On March 11, 2011, a powerful earthquake sent a 120-foot-high tsunami smashing into the coast of northeast Japan. By the time the sea retreated, more than eighteen thousand people had been crushed, burned to death, or drowned. It was Japan’s greatest single loss of life since the atomic bombing of Nagasaki. It set off a national crisis and the meltdown of a nuclear power plant. And even after the immediate emergency had abated, the trauma of the disaster continued to express itself in bizarre and mysterious ways.
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Riveting True Story You Didn't Hear On The News
- By Kathy in CA on 07-05-18
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One Breath Away
- The Hiccup Girl - from Media Darling to Convicted Killer
- By: M. William Phelps
- Narrated by: Danny Campbell
- Length: 12 hrs and 6 mins
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When she was 15, Jennifer Mee developed an unrelenting case of the hiccups - hiccupping as many as 50 times a minute for months. Soon the Florida teen's strange story went viral. Dubbed the "Hiccup Girl" by the media, she gained international sympathy and appeared on a slew of popular TV shows. Eventually Jennifer's hiccups went away, and so did her fame.
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Bizarre...
- By Douglas on 06-23-16
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The Black Angels
- The Untold Story of the Nurses Who Helped Cure Tuberculosis
- By: Maria Smilios
- Narrated by: Gina Daniels
- Length: 12 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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During those dark pre-antibiotic days, when tuberculosis killed one in seven people, white nurses at Sea View, New York’s largest municipal hospital, began quitting. Desperate to avert a public health crisis, city officials summoned Black southern nurses, luring them with promises of good pay, a career, and an escape from the strictures of Jim Crow. But after arriving, they found themselves on an isolated hilltop in the remote borough of Staten Island, yet again confronting racism and consigned to a woefully understaffed facility, dubbed “the pest house” where “no one left alive.”
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Tons of amazing medical American/black history that easily reads like your favorite novel.
- By Infowiz on 01-31-24
By: Maria Smilios
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The Day I Die
- The Untold Story of Assisted Dying in America
- By: Dr. Anita Hannig
- Narrated by: Linda Jones
- Length: 7 hrs and 33 mins
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In this groundbreaking book, Anita Hannig brings us into the lives of ordinary Americans who go to extraordinary lengths to set the terms of their own death. Faced with a terminal diagnosis and unbearable suffering, they decide to seek medical assistance in dying—a legal option now available to one in five Americans. The Day I Die tackles one of the most urgent social issues of our time: how to restore dignity and meaning to the dying process in the age of high-tech medicine.
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Honest, Revealing
- By Mark L on 08-26-22
By: Dr. Anita Hannig
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Fast Girl
- A Life Spent Running from Madness
- By: Suzy Favor Hamilton
- Narrated by: Suzy Favor Hamilton, Nan McNamara
- Length: 8 hrs and 2 mins
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The former middle-distance Olympic runner and high-end escort speaks out for the first time about her battle with mental illness and how mania controlled and compelled her in competition but also in life. This is a heartbreakingly honest yet hopeful memoir reminiscent of Manic, Electroboy, and An Unquiet Mind.
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The height of narcissism.
- By Joe on 10-07-15
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Fatal Jealousy
- The True Story of a Doomed Romance, a Singular Obsession, and a Quadruple Murder
- By: Colin McEvoy, Lynn Olanoff
- Narrated by: Roger Wayne
- Length: 7 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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June 26, 2010. A Pennsylvania state trooper witnesses a car speeding and crashing into trees. Stopping to help, he finds that the driver, Michael Ballard, is alive - and drenched in blood. When asked what happened, the man answers, "I just killed everybody." Not far from the accident, police make a gruesome discovery. In the home of Michael's ex-girlfriend, Denise Mehri, they find four bodies that had been stabbed repeatedly with a knife.
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Great listen!
- By Brandy on 03-03-15
By: Colin McEvoy, and others
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- Sheila Bridges
- 07-24-22
I Couldn't Stop Listening
An unplanned read/listen
I was listening to a podcast between audio books and Go Ask Alice was the topic. I knew there was controversy about the author/editior but had no idea how deep it went.
I am not bothered by Go Ask Alice, I read it as a teen and I still think it is a good book despite contradictions.
I had no idea about the second book the author spends much time on. The story broke my heart. The devastation of a very real family was absolutely heart wrenching. Any good from the first book is completely wiped out by this story.
I found myself googling for more information and was disappointed. The story left me wanting to know more about the life of Sparks and where she was vs where she claimed to be.
I would have liked a reference list-probably because I'm persuing a real doctorate degree and have to refernce everything.
This is a powerful story.
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- Erin
- 08-04-22
Just as riveting as Alice
I loved this! I felt a lot like the readers Emerson mentions in his story when I read Alice as a teenager. I devoured that book in a night. I wondered after its legitimacy. I certainly could not have guessed the truth behind Alice. Bravo. great read.
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- Video Backlash
- 11-29-23
I could keep reading/listening this forever
Juicy, insightful, funny, concerning, enlightening and so very well researched. I truly enjoyed this after going though several deep dives on the mysterious Go Ask Alice book I had read when it showed up mysteriously on my shelf as a preteen. Great work by the author on this one! Get on the movie!
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- Miranda
- 12-04-24
Holy Cow
I had no idea the scandal behind go ask Alice. As a daughter, granddaughter, niece, to many people drowning in addiction, I really connected with Alice's story. It's both isolating and heart breaking to know the evil that was truly behind it. However I am very grateful to have learned the truth, and wow I had no idea about Sybil!
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- LovingAmazonPrime
- 03-17-25
All these years
I read Go Ask Alice in 1975, was actually expelled out of 5th grade for having the book then telling the superintendent that he could not censor my reading, that was my mother’s job. I never ever touched drugs because of this book. Now, 60, and listening to the actual account that verified it was, in fact, a novel, as I had heard years after I had reached adulthood. Adding in the satan backstory that clarified where that ridiculous ideology started, this audiobook held my attention almost all in one day. Thank you, author, for taking the time to explain all the backstories of the years when I was aware but not a researcher of the surrounding details.
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- Debi Altizer
- 03-08-23
I'm glad I listened!
the books this is about make me sick. I was a kid/teen in the 80's and I remember the panic and how crap like the Alice book made parents cops and idiotic Dr's put innocent people in jail for abuse. I remember how at school we were talked to about if our parents were hurting us to tell and being told regular punishments were more than just a spanking. it was a nightmare that people like the Sparks woman and many others helped to create because they wanted to feel important or just because they were stupid. I'm glad this book was openly honest about where the information came from that some was opinions other was information from friends and some,was from libraries and the internet. it was presented as a fact based book of a child's diary written by a so call PHD who was nothing of the sort. there's alot of information and it's not all blood and gore if that's what you are looking for. it's about how an author lied and manipulated the world with several books selling them as factual and everyone helped her do it. and it hurt alotta people. I won't say it didn't scare some kids away from drugs. but there could've been a more honest way to do so. I had a friend in Jr high die of an OD and I'm appalled by the Alice author for this.
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- Christine
- 09-30-23
I Highly Recommend This Book
I love books like this, where the author delves into what might seem like tangents or unrelated concepts, and shows how they are all connected.
The Imposter of the subtitle, Beatrice Sparks, was more than just an imposter; she was a pathological liar, a narcissist, and a very self-centered person who hurt a lot of people. Emerson looks at her background and, I think, tries to present her as fairly as possible. However, the pain she caused people is traumatic just to read about.
Besides Sparks, there is also: LSD, Mormons, schools for troubled teens, Satanic Panic, doomed/star-crossed teenage lovers, drug addiction, drug myths, Art Linkletter, Richard Nixon (and his racism and paranoia), Jefferson Airplane, Toni Morrison, teen suicide, Dungeons and Dragons, book bans, people who want books they have not read banned, and the ever popular "We Have to Save the Children!" (back then, it meant from drugs and pushers and "dirty" books).
This book provides not just a great understanding of the time period (late 1960s-1990s), but also shows how things happening today are so similar/connected to the events of 50 years ago.
The narration was great throughout. The pace of the book and the performance were both appealing--I never found myself bored or distracted.
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- Shel
- 05-04-23
This is the truth behind the lies.
As someone who lived through these times, I found this book both fascinating and informative. Go Ask Alice was actually required reading in the school I went to. I remember having some of the same questions and misgivings about it.
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- Lyndsey
- 12-13-24
This book made me angry
I had to read Go Ask Alice in middle school. It was presented as truth and assigned by the teacher I hate more than any other teacher I’ve ever had. It brought up old memories I hadn’t thought about in a long time. Many adults demand blind obedience and “respect,” but this really teaches is people lie a lot. It’s an interesting book that discusses a lot of societal issues beyond the book itself and the history related to how people view drugs.
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- Kala Byrd
- 03-16-25
Masterclass is researched story telling
Loved the info, the focus on Alden, did admittedly chuckle a little at the pronunciation of "angst"
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