
Wrecked but Not Ruined
Spark of Hope, Book 3
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Stephen Dexter
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Michael Dean
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Nicole Dykes
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Ethan
I had everything; I was going to college, having a blast, enjoying myself, and not taking much seriously. But then, two years ago, everything changed.
A car wreck destroyed my life. It sent me into a total tailspin. I walked away, even when everyone said I wouldn’t be able to.
But I haven’t recovered from it.
The only thing I have left is my best friend, but I’m sure he’ll give up on me soon. Even so, I can’t fight the truth: I’m irrevocably ruined.
Knox
College is coming to an end, and I couldn’t be happier to finally start my real life.
Ethan and I had plans..so many amazing plans. And then, everything changed. He was in a horrific wreck, but he miraculously survived. Except it took a piece of him.
I’ve tried to help him get it back. Tried to get him to go to a trauma support group and come back to me.
He thinks he’s broken, but I know the real Ethan is still there. The brave, outgoing man I’ve known my entire life, and I’m going to help him see the truth: that he can overcome this.
That he may have been a little wrecked, but he wasn’t ruined.
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- Dana Burke
- 03-27-23
Great book!
This is definitely my favorite of the series.
I think friends to lovers just hits differently.
I find something so special about two childhood best friends falling in love.
This is the third book of the series, and it says something when a series gets better and better with each book released.
I enjoyed the whole storyline of this book.
MC1 gets into a car accident that should have killed him. He is suffering from I'd say PTSD. He hasn't been able to get into a car for the past two years. He walks everywhere, and he doesn't understand why he's scared when he wasn't even hurt in the accident besides a few stitches.
He is very hesitant to join a support group at the local gym that he it works because he doesn't think he has "real trauma" like the others who are in the support group.
One night, he has a dream (sex dream) about his best friend and roommate. And that dream leads to him wanting to explore, and he can't stop thinking about his best friend. And the story goes on from there. About finding love, healing, and moving past your trauma at your whole speed.
Great book. I can't wait for the next one.
4 🌟
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- Ron Gorton
- 04-03-23
5 ⭐️ series !
Another well written story in this series! Compelling, thoughtful and at times very emotional! Superb narration performance!
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- Queen of Halloween
- 03-26-23
Love this Series!
Love this series so much! Excellent character and relationship development. Perfect narration by Michael and Stephen. Highly recommend!
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- Nova
- 12-05-23
Love these stories
Realky good series. Great group of guys becoming family. This narration team is outstanding. They really bring these stories and all of the charectors to life. Ive enjoyed listening to each couple find there way, together!!
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- Anonymous User
- 03-20-25
I love a best friend romance
They were so adorable. This was probably the cutest story out of the series. Both characters
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- Nala
- 07-16-24
Good read
Not a bad read. Wish there was some more details but still good. Gonna finish the series
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