• PMDM | "Balance: Embrace the Journey"
    Jan 9 2025

    Join Felix C. Arroyo, host of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man (PMDM), as he shares powerful life lessons to kick off the new year with purpose and resilience. In this episode, Felix dives into the importance of building strong relationships, embracing failure, and mastering accountability to achieve personal growth and lasting success. Discover why self-love, a solid foundation, and listening to feedback are crucial for shifting your mindset and thriving in today’s fast-paced world. Whether you're on a self-improvement journey or seeking motivation to overcome challenges, PMDM offers the tools and inspiration you need to grow.

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    6 mins
  • PMDM | The Healing: Reflecting on Grace and Growth
    Dec 29 2024

    In this heartfelt episode of PMDM, Felix reflects on the second anniversary of his father's passing. Through an emotional monologue, he shares the journey of grief, the importance of forgiveness, and lessons learned about cherishing relationships. With personal anecdotes, unexpected moments of connection, and reflections on family, Felix opens up about finding grace, navigating unresolved feelings, and holding onto cherished memories. This episode is a poignant reminder that grief, while isolating, can also lead to growth and deeper understanding.


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    8 mins
  • PMDM | The Quiet Pivot: Choosing a New Path
    Dec 27 2024

    In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, host Felix explores the idea of "The Quiet Pivot"—those subtle, unassuming moments where we decide to change direction and transform our lives. Felix shares deeply personal stories about embracing growth, reevaluating goals, and letting go of the pressure to tie change to a specific time, like the New Year. With an emphasis on long-term progress and self-reflection, this heartfelt monologue inspires listeners to recognize the power of small steps and quiet choices that lead to profound transformation.

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    5 mins
  • PMDM | THE RAIN | SOMETIMES YOU FIND PEACE IN THE DOWNPOUR
    Dec 9 2024

    Have you ever taken time to actually listen to the rain? To pay attention to how still it really is even though it's consistently pouring down from the sky? It resonates with me and in this episode I share just why.

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    5 mins
  • PMDM | Money, Hustle, and Freedom: Our Pursuit of Financial Independence
    Dec 5 2024

    In this episode, Felix reflects on the complex and relentless nature of money and its role in our lives. From the grind of earning to the challenges of saving, spending, and investing, money is an ever-present force, constantly shaping our daily actions. Felix acknowledges the evolution of money, from physical coins to digital currencies like Bitcoin, and the universal pursuit of financial freedom. He shares his personal journey, expressing gratitude for the steady income and progress he and his wife have made, but also acknowledging the continuous learning process that comes with managing finances. Despite the ups and downs, the ultimate goal is not just to earn money, but to build a meaningful life, provide for loved ones, and achieve balance—where the hustle doesn't overshadow humanity.

    Felix emphasizes the importance of valuing time and working smarter, not harder, while accepting the reality of financial inequality. The episode serves as a reminder that money is a tool, not the end goal. It's about growing together, supporting family, and striving for financial freedom without losing sight of what truly matters in life.

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    7 mins
  • PMDM | FRACTURED | WHAT DO WE DO NOW WITH AMERICA STILL DIVIDED?
    Nov 7 2024

    In this episode of PMDM ('Fractured'), host Felix C. Arroyo dives into the deep societal rifts revealed in the wake of Donald J. Trump's election victory. Felix explores the intricate tapestry of American identity, discussing the fears, hopes, and divisions that characterize our era. Through personal insights and thoughtful commentary, this episode examines the pivotal issues shaping the nation's character and future.

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    7 mins
  • PMDM | TAPESTRY | HOW THE SEASONAL SHIFT RESONATES WITH ME
    Oct 31 2024

    Felix reflects on how the autumn season is a time of personal rebirth and creativity. Set amidst the backdrop of his father’s birthday and wedding anniversaries, he explores the deep emotional connections tied to this season. Through evocative storytelling, Felix delves into how these memories, along with his passion for hip hop discovered during his youth, shape his journey and identity over time.

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    7 mins
  • PMDM | Collide | How Past Lessons Can Shape Our Present and Future
    Sep 27 2024

    In this deeply personal episode, I take a step back to reflect on the journey of growth, the lessons we learn from our past, and the ongoing challenge of balancing love, accountability, and grace. Life doesn’t always fit into neat, black-and-white lines—sometimes the past and present collide in ways that challenge us. Join me as I share my thoughts on what it means to navigate the complexities of being a man, a father, and a person constantly striving to do better. We’ll talk about how hindsight shapes our perspective, the importance of self-reflection, and the weight of trying to build a better future for ourselves and our families. It’s an emotional dive into the struggles and triumphs we all face, with the reminder that through it all, there’s always something to learn.

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    8 mins