Episodios

  • From Tanks to Black-and-Whites & the Letter That Was Never Meant to be Written
    Jul 10 2025

    On this episode I have a conversation with Ismael Carlos. Ismael has worked as an officer for Santa Monica College PD and is currently a police officer fo the Los Angeles Police Department. He served in the United States military as a tanker in the Marine Corps and served in Combat in Iraq. Carlos dedicates this podcast to his Godson, Ethan Carlos, who passed away recently at a very young age. Please support the Ethan Carlos Foundation, a nonprofit organization, by going to ethancarlos.org.

    This podcast holds a ton of value for all of us in law enforcement and for those in the military. Please listen, tell us what you think and share this episode with someone you think it can help.

    Timestamps:

    00:01:25 - 1999: Joining the US Marine Corps
    00:03:00 - Rio Hondo: Paying your own way through the academy
    00:05:00 - We got a tanker job, "Sign me up!”=
    00:06:00 - Straight outtta Whittier
    00:08:00 - From Tankers to Black & Whites
    00:10:00 - Deployment after the September 11th attack
    00:12:30 - Warriorhood
    00:14:00 - Pushing in, arriving in Kuwait
    00:17:00 - The “Death Letter"
    00:19:00 - Faith and survival
    00:21:00 - Survival mode, training, completing the mission then processing
    00:23:00 - Maturity and self-awareness
    00:25:00 - Being scared vs Cautionary fear, mental preparedness of a warrior
    00:27:00 - Experiencing loss during combat
    00:31:00 - Appreciation
    00:33:00 - The newer generation of officers
    00:36:00 - Leadership
    00:45:00 - Getting into a shooting
    00:46:36 - An officer's wellbeing is part of the department's assets
    00:48:00 - Burnout
    00:49:00 - 2020 Riots
    00:51:00 - Empathy-forward leadership
    00:53:38 - Self reflection: What type of leader will I be?
    00:55:00 - Dedication: Ethan Carlos

    #thefallenbutnotforgottenpodcast #bluecoatfoundation #usmc #policeofficer #podcast #lawenforcement



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  • Leadership, Bear Hugs & Prayer: A Widow & Daughter's Perspective
    Jun 17 2025


    On this podcast episode I have a conversation with Tania Owens, widow Sgt Steve Owens. Sgt Owens died in the line-of-duty on October 5th 2016 when he responded to a burglary call in Lancaster, California. This was a very emotional interview as it was recorded at Sgt Owen’s mother’s house. Sgt Owen’s daughter also joined in the talk to give her insight as the child of a fallen deputy.


    Timeline:

    00:01:16 - Discovering Law Enforcement

    00:03:00 - Undercover Narcotics

    07:38:00 - Child Abuse Investigator

    00:12:00 - The legacy of Steve Owen

    00:14:30 -The love story

    00:21:00 - The value of the heart of a God-fearing man

    00:24:00 - A daughter’s perspective

    00:45:30 - A word of advice to spouses of law enforcement

    00:49:00 - The last moment together

    00:50:15 - The phone call

    00:52:00 - The arrival at the hospital

    01:10:00 -Anger, regret & sadness

    01:12:00 - Bear hugs

    01:15:00 - After care

    01:17:00 - The legacy of leadership and humility

    01:19:55 - Prayer

    In honor of Sergeant Steve C. Owen, Los Angeles County Sheriff

    Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, California

    End of Watch Wednesday, October 5, 2016

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  • Historical Beginnings and the Passion for Police Work: With Andre Burton
    May 3 2025

    Officer Andre Burton is a Field Training Officer in the LAPD. His passion for his career goes back into a rich family history of first responders in the City of Los Angeles.


    Timestamp:

    00:01:38 – Podcast guest open invite!
    00:02:11 – The start of a career in law enforcement
    00:03:13 – A deeply rooted family affair
    00:05:45 – Love story of Ruby Earl Boyd, one of the first Black sheriff to patrol Firestone
    00:07:00 – Patrolling the streets and coming across living history
    00:09:00 – A sign of the times “Draw down”
    00:13:00 – Dorothy Fitzgerald
    00:14:00 – The Fire Academy vs Police Academy
    00:16:00 – Ancestry and memorabilia
    00:18:26 – The good ol’ pension. Worth a gander.
    00:21:00 – Street cop vs. promotions
    00:23:00 – Observing FTO culture
    00:25:00 – How a trainee learns
    00:28:00 – Recounting podcast with Sheriff Villanueva
    00:30:00 – Passion, motivation & defining a good street cop.
    00:37:00 – 2014, a tragic year for LAPD
    00:39:00 – Pursuits, ambushes, OIS’s & the emotions that follow
    00:53:00 – Chris closes out with a follow up invitation



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  • Military, Law Enforcement & a Horse Named Lyra
    Apr 25 2025

    THE FALLEN BUT NOT FORGOTTEN PODCAST:

    Military, Law Enforcement & a Horse Named Lyra

    David O’Brien is a United States Marine and an LAPD Police Officer. He has worked the Gang Unit and is currently assigned to night watch patrol.

    Timestamps:

    00:01:18 The Clapperboard Intro

    A gift from Chris's spirit sister, which adds a professional touch to this laidback podcast of sharing memories, experiences and riveting moments of a patrolman's career


    00:01:47 - Natalie Blue

    00:03:30 - Horses and dogs

    00:16:30 - Military vs. Law Enforcement

    00:28:00 - Purpose and navigating trauma

    00:36:00 - The mindset & deadly force

    00:45:00 - Tradition

    00:49:00 - Leadership

    00:56:00 - (video goes out-audio only)

    00:57:45 - Fear

    1:01:00 - Cloning complacent officers

    1:06:00 - The 5 Commandments

    1:09:00 - Discipline

    1:15:00 - Culture

    1:22:00 - Legacy

    1:27:00 - O'Brien dedicates this podcast to Police Officer II Fernando Uriel Arroyos End of Watch January 10, 2022

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  • When Times Get Tough: Music, Reading, Training & Personal Care
    Apr 17 2025

    THE FALLEN BUT NOT FORGOTTEN PODCAST

    Summary:

    Patrick Sloey is a Field Training Officer for the Los Angeles Police Department. He has worked multiple agencies and now trains probationers on how to be proficient street coppers. We work side-by-side on patrol. We do a deep dive into self-care and managing the inevitable traumas that come with police work both in the professional life and the personal life.

    Time stamp

    00:01:26 - Neon moon by Brooks & Dunn

    00:02:31 - "Meditations" by Marcus Aurelius

    00:05:21 - Strength through support systems

    00:10:00 - Career choices

    00:14:00 - Adapt or drown

    00:18:20 - The "Almost" incident

    00:27:00 - Managing the feelings

    00:30:00 - Preventive care & a personal trainer

    00:35:00 - The stigma of therapy

    00:42:50 - Drinking responsibly

    00:43:55 - Podcast Dedication: Sgt Adrian Jordan, EOW December 29th 2024

    #thefallenbutnotforgottenpodcast #bluecoatfoundation #stress #selfcare #policeofficer #podcast #lawenforcement



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  • Self-Publishing, Self-Reflection and the Challenges of Everyday Street Cops: With Christian Wecker
    Apr 12 2025

    On this episode I sat down with Christian Wecker. Wecker authored the book, THE TICKET, and has over 30-years law enforcement experience. 3 of those years are with MTA and 27 years are with the LAPD. He’s worked 77th, Harbor, Newton, Wilshire and is currently assigned to the Los Angeles Police Protective League.

    Timestamp & Topics


    00:01:16 - TC at Crenshaw & Florence

    00:03:00 - When a call for help takes a turn

    00:04:30 - Why Promote?

    00:06:20 - Street Cop Pride

    00:07:25 - The art of storytelling

    00:11:29 - Self publishing

    00:14:00 - Non-cops & the inside view

    00:16:00 - Promotion & disconnect

    00:19:00 - Impossible circumstances & doing the right thing

    00:23:52 - Relationships: command staff vs street coppers

    00:32:00 - Empathy

    00:34:00 - Alcoholism & mental wellness

    00:39:00 - Policing with confidence

    00:44:00 - Deadly force

    00:47:00 - Transitioning out of the police profession

    00:54:00 - Podcast dedication: Officer Ricardo Lizarraga, EOW February 20, 2004



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  • "Working in the shadows of incredible heroes": A 9/11 Story
    Sep 16 2024

    On September 11th 2024 we hosted our 3rd Annual honor workout, THE DOM, in conjunction with our 3rd PROJECT ENDURE.

    Officer Joe Cirrito completed a 24-hour workout in honor of his friend, Dominic Pezullo, who died in the line-of-duty when the Twin Towers fell on 9/11.

    During the event, I had the honor to talk with a 27-year retired police officer from the same police department Officer Pezullo was from, The Port Authority Police Department.

    Robert (Bobby) Egbert was there on 9/11. We talk about his experience that day and how it has affected his life since. I want to thank Bobby for being so open and honest with such a sensitive topic.

    Bobby dedicates this podcast to the 65 Port Authority police officers who have died in the line-of-duty, especially the PAPD 37 who perished on 9/11.

    Timestamps:

    00:01:38 “The Dom”

    00:03:15 The power of remembering our police lineage. “…working in the shadows of incredible heroes.”

    00:04:54 LAPD Officer Joe Cirrito

    00:09:25 Becoming a cop.

    00:12:00 Choices made on 9/11

    00:14:00 Deploying to The World Trade Center

    0030:00 Trauma & balance.

    00:32:00 The power of talking it out.

    00:34:00 Unbecoming: When do we become human again?

    00:36:00 The Gift of Acceptance

    00:38:00 Surrounded by death.

    00:40:00 The culture and the mindset

    00:42:00 The Holy S*#t Factor

    00:46:00 Empathy is not possible, and that’s ok.

    00:50:00 Mental Health

    00:52:00 Suicide

    01:02:00 The reality of an OIS (officer involved shooting) and critical incidents.

    01:13:00 Gratitude and a lesson learned: “The World Trade Center” vs “Ground Zero”

    01:17:00 Big City vs Small Town policing

    01:18:00 Podcast dedication

    01:22:00 Captain Kathy Mazza


    Some of Bobby’s publishings:

    Running to honor the fallen - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2018/11/running-to-honor-the-fallen/

    Where our stories are - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2024/05/where-our-stories-are/

    https://apbweb.com/2019/08/rebuilding-after-9-11/

    Misunderstood - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2023/07/misunderstood/

    Safety pin - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2023/05/safety-pin/

    https://apbweb.com/2023/02/keys/

    The Deuce - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2022/10/the-deuce/

    My 9/11 — well, what I remember of it - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2022/09/my-9-11-well-what-i-remember-of-it/

    In memory of a homeless veteran - American Police Beat Magazine

    https://apbweb.com/2019/11/in-memory-of-a-homeless-veteran/

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  • From Bell-Bottoms & Revolvers to Gaming & Berettas: A Chat with an Old-School Copper
    Jun 25 2024

    Shad Stilkey and I, Chris Jay, have a nostalgic conversation with retired LAPD Lieutenant Barbara.

    Dedicated to Police Officer Vincent Lawrence Leusch, EOW Sept 22, 1075

    Timeline:

    01:14 - For the love of gaming

    07:44 - 1968: The Beginning of a Career

    08:20 - Day-1 on the Beat

    17:00 - Watts Riots

    23:12 - The 1992 LA Riots

    27:18 - The leadership of Chief Gates

    28:41 - Woman in Law Enforcement

    34:10 - Fallen Officer Vince Leusch

    35:58 - LAPD Station Names

    38:56 - Body Armor

    45:04 - The impact of being off-duty when a partner officer goes down

    46:42 - Hand to hand combat training, then vs now

    51:04 - Lethal vs non-lethal

    52:47 - Bell bottoms vs Flares

    54:44 - Being a cop in the 70's

    56:13 - The change in the 80's

    57:00 - From Revolvers to 92F’s

    1:00:17 - Lt Barabara saves Chris J

    1:06:11 - The importance of taking care of each other

    1:08:19 - Radio frequencies and radio traffic

    1:11:18 - A valuable lesson: "She is your lifeline"

    01:13:57 - Low tech policing

    01:23:38 - Change

    01:28:39 - Favorite Police Epoch

    01:29:36 - The meaning of life

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