Atomic Love
A Heavy Metal Memoir
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Jessie Rose
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Dark. Terrifying. Compelling. Los Angeles, 1986.
Jenny Stone, a blossoming art student, is lured into the LA underground by a blue-haired, goth street artist with a purse full of drugs and a not-so-lucky rabbit’s foot. Lost, she lands at the feet of a charismatic rock star, Evan Reed.
Not a Sunset glam rocker, Evan is the lead singer of rock 'n’ roll’s loudest, angriest band, embodying the dark side of “The Strip”. Handsome, charming, and enthralled with the young artist, he wants her paintings—then he wants her. A dangerous cocktail of narcissistic love bombing and manipulation keeps her in his orbit. His demons and need for control threaten every aspect of their lives together.
There were warnings, one red flag after another. Yet, Jenny is pulled into money, fame, and excess. Will she survive or succumb to the violence that surrounds her? Atomic Love is sharp objects meets heavy metal memoir and will appeal to fans of Gone Girl and Caroline Kepnes' You.
Content note: Atomic Love deals with issues that may be triggering for some listeners, including: domestic violence, sexual assault, drug use/abuse, mental illness, suicide ideation, dissociation, PTSD, abortion, miscarriage, and the death of a child.
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- By Canaan Voss on 06-12-24
By: Rayya Elias
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Fast Lane
- By: Kristen Ashley
- Narrated by: Lance Greenfield, Aiden Snow, Susannah Jones
- Length: 9 hrs and 43 mins
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They were the gentlemen bad boys of rock. Forming in a garage in a small town in Indiana. Taking their licks on the road. Going balls to the wall until they made their big break. And then Preacher McCade and the Roadmasters redefined rock and roll. Guided by their tortured lead singer and songwriter, the Roadmasters changed the face of music in the '80s and '90s. And on their journey to becoming one of the most enduring bands in history - dogged by rumors and myth and fueled by drugs and booze - the Roadmasters had one touchstone.
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Bummer
- By Terri F on 10-17-19
By: Kristen Ashley
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The Lonely Lady
- By: Harold Robbins
- Narrated by: Maria Debonair
- Length: 15 hrs and 12 mins
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Meet JeriLee Randall, aspiring actress, ambitious writer, and sexual powerhouse. It is this ambition that takes her away from her tiny hometown of Port Clare and sets her on a collision course with her future. Surviving on determination and seduction, she makes her way to Broadway and then on to Hollywood. The bright lights mask a deeper darkness, and JeriLee is quickly drawn into a world of greed, drugs, casting couches, and smooth-talking power players.
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The Lonely Lady
- By Shelly-Ann Brown on 02-25-21
By: Harold Robbins
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Shut Up and Kiss Me
- By: Christie Craig
- Narrated by: Violet Strong
- Length: 10 hrs and 48 mins
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Welcome to Precious, Texas, where fistfights serve as dinner theater and fire ants rain from the sky. The locals are very friendly, if a bit eccentric. No pictures, please, or you may find yourself a guest of the county morgue. Photojournalist Shala Winters already had her hands full bringing tourism to this backward, Podunk town, but her job just got tougher. Pictures can say a thousand words, and one of Shala's is screaming bloody murder. Now she has to entrust a macho, infuriating lawman with her life - but she'll never trust him with her heart.
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A two-in-one deal, but not in a good way
- By Amazon Customer on 02-04-19
By: Christie Craig
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Point B
- A Teleportation Love Story
- By: Drew Magary
- Narrated by: Rebecca Soler
- Length: 15 hrs and 19 mins
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When the corporate monolith PortSys brought porting to the masses, CEO Emilia Kirsch and her son, Jason, accomplished what every other start-up company had failed to deliver. They really did change the world. They reversed climate change. They created a multitrillion-dollar industry out of thin air, curing economic woes across the globe. They made it so that anyone could be anywhere simply by touching a screen...including the man who murdered Sarah Huff. Now, Sarah’s 17-year-old sister, Anna, is determined to hunt the bastard down. But there are a few problems.
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Sherry Potter’s only got one spell: portkey
- By aaron gilbert on 11-02-20
By: Drew Magary
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Junkie Love
- By: Joe Clifford
- Narrated by: Timothy McKean
- Length: 6 hrs and 12 mins
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From the cow fields of Connecticut to the streets of San Francisco, Joe Clifford's Junkie Love traverses the lost highways of America, down the rocky roads of mental illness to the dead ends of addiction. Based on Clifford's own harrowing experience with drugs as a rock 'n' roll wannabe in the 1990s, the audiobook draws on the best of Kerouac and the Beats, injecting a heavy dose of pulp fiction as it threads a rollicking narrative through a doomed love triangle, lit up by the many strange characters he meets along the way.
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WOW! an inside look into an junkies mind
- By TinkerMel on 05-16-17
By: Joe Clifford
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From Here to You
- By: Jamie McGuire
- Narrated by: Karissa Vacker, Andrew Eiden
- Length: 12 hrs and 20 mins
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As Darby Dixon sits in a tiny Texas church bathroom on her wedding day holding a positive pregnancy test, she realizes marrying her fiancé would be the worst decision of her life. She's never been very good at standing up for herself, but she'll sure as hell stand up for her baby. With very little cash and a ton of courage, she flees town to take a new name and start a new life.
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Nope
- By KJ Church on 02-19-19
By: Jamie McGuire
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He Came in with It
- A Portrait of Motherhood and Madness
- By: Miriam Feldman
- Narrated by: Ann Richardson
- Length: 11 hrs and 4 mins
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In an idyllic Los Angeles neighborhood, where generations enjoy deep roots in old homes, the O’Rourke family fits right in. Miriam and Craig are both artists and their four children carry on the legacy. When their teenage son, Nick, is diagnosed with schizophrenia, a tumultuous decade ensues in which the family careens off the conventional course. Like the 10 Biblical plagues, they are hit by one catastrophe after another: violence, evictions, arrests, a suicide attempt, a near-drowning - even cancer and a brain tumor - play against the backdrop of a wild teenage bacchanal.
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So Beautifully Written
- By Michael on 08-01-22
By: Miriam Feldman
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- Shar Myers
- 02-16-23
Beware-You will be pulled in 😁
looking for an awesome read or listen, check it out. The author did a fantastic job reeling me in. I was so mad and yelling at the narrator so many times! 😂 Great book, amazing author, good narration.
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- Pam
- 04-05-23
Very engaging
It’s traumatizing to listen to in parts, but the narrator really helped get me through this intense story.
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- Neesie315
- 02-26-23
Dark and Disturbing
I was given the chance to listen to this book through the Books of Horror Facebook group. So, I was expecting it to be Horror. However, as I listened, I kept thinking, "This isn't horror". Then, once I had finished the book, I realized that it was a lot like a true crime book and those are definitely horrific!
This is a well-written and deeply disturbing book about a young woman who becomes involved with a famous rock star. But, instead of the fairytale life Jenny thought she would have, she finds herself in a years long nightmare. Both of the characters are deeply flawed (and not very likeable most of the time), but the story drew me in like a bad wreck on the highway. You know you aren't going to like what you see, but you can't look away.
If you have triggers, please pay attention to the author's warnings a the beginning of the book. I found myself having to take a break at times because the book was so intense. And, it is also full of fairly descriptive bedroom activities as well, so be warned.
All in all, even though it wasn't what I was expecting, it was a great book and I'm glad that I read it. I will definitely be looking for more books by this author. The narrator was perfect for this book and her voice and pacing added a lot to my listening enjoyment.
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- Amazon Customer
- 03-19-24
This book scared me
My sister had read this book 2x and listen to it once so of course I had to add it my TBR. The first thing I noticed about this book, was the little number of reviews. I was hesitant to start it as I knew it had all the triggers so tread carefully. I have never read a book so dark, so scary, so riveting. So much that I had to put it down for almost a month before finishing it. The words in the title kept me going: memoir!
A story about a heavy metal rock legend in the 80’s and his love for Jenny, drugs, alcohol, groupies, and all the gas lighting!
This book needs more reads and more reviews!
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- G. Markwardt
- 06-06-24
Rock & Roll Horror Show
4/5 I had the privilege of meeting Jessie Rose at a local book fair. I saw a few other people carrying copies of Atomic Love and the dayglow neon pink skull immediately caught my attention. My wife and I spoke with Jessie for a few moments and I decided I’d like to give Atomic Love a shot. I’m glad I did.
Atomic Love is a horror novel because it is filled with horror and atrocity but it’s definitely hard to define for me as one particular genre. Part thriller and part coming of age tale Atomic Love feels like a horrible amalgamation of A Child Called It and a Nicholas Sparks novel. A faux memoir of an abused wife of a psychopath rockstar. Its atrocities feel all too real. Particularly with its lead Jennifer. She makes terrible decisions at every turn and makes you want to scream. Sadly it seems nowadays like everyone knows an abuse victim whom people feel constantly made the wrong decisions and kept themselves in situations they should have long escaped from. It’s easy to think this of Jennifer too not knowing the psychology of it all.
Not a fun novel but a gripping one if you can stomach the trauma. Not overly graphic in its descriptive violence but very easy to imagine and empathize.
I look forward to checking out more of Jessie Rose’s work in the future.
I liked the narrator but she read incredibly slow. I’ve never I increased the speed to 1.2x which is something I never do and I didn’t even notice changes with cadence.
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- Daniel Lawson
- 03-05-23
Incredible Listen and Epic story
I enjoyed this book listen. The story was flawless and very enjoyable. The Narration was incredible as well. This book is a must have for sure. Definitely worth the time.
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- Mer Bear
- 11-21-23
This book owned me
Update 11/21/23
Audio book narrated by Tina Smith
I now own 3 versions of this book
Kindle
Paperback
Audio
But truly this book owned me!
After listening to the audio book it is still a 5⭐️ read.
Why do I want more of their story? Jessie Rose when are you publishing more?
Jessie Rose says it all here
“I don’t want to trigger folks, but stories of domestic violence should make you uncomfortable.”
Heed the warning check your trigger warnings. This book goes in depth detail of the cycle of domestic violence (like truly brutal violence from the main characters on the page) It deals with loss of a child multiple times and rape, drug use, cheating and a love the burns so hot they can’t live without each other.
“Reed’s gaze made me want to be the woman grown men write kick-ass songs about.”
“I hope I learn to love him more than I need to hurt you.”
It’s like watching a tragic car crash and you turn away. This book had me in a choke hold, from 20% in I knew this was a 5 star read.
I simply loved the 1980s rock vibe that Jessie gave to this book. It felt almost real because I grew up in that era.
All the toxicity that spews from the main male narcissistic sociopath has been the worst I have read EVER!!! Reed is a damaged piece of fruit that will rot and make everything around him rot.
Jenny is caught up in the whirl wind of being a rockstars girlfriend
“You don’t stop to ask for directions when you’re whisked into a fairy tale.”
5/⭐️ blazing and toxic
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- Brittany
- 10-09-23
Wanted so much more
I am DNFing with over 5 hours to go. I just can't get into it. I have read so many positive reviews, but I am bored... The narrator isn't bad but is also very one noted.
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