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Part dark romance, part fairy tale, DISORDER marks the arrival of bestselling Italian author Rokia, available for the first time in English, in a vibrant translation by Beth Hickling-Moore. The production is voiced by an all-star cast: Diane Guerrero (Orange is the New Black), William Gao (Heartstopper), Freya Allan (The Witcher) and Connor Swindells (Sex Education.)
Meet Olivia, Sia, Derek and Edgar. Four young people scarred by self-harm, anorexia and PTSD, each of them searching for a way to heal. Brought together by an unorthodox doctor, their friendship becomes instrumental as they battle their respective demons. Through a series of increasingly demanding challenges set by prestigious media company GNN, deliberately chosen to make them face their pasts, their friendship becomes a key part of how they learn to process their pain. As their relationships grow, the past is never too far away, with wounds constantly being re-opened. And while no-one will remain unscathed along the journey of recovery, one thing is for sure: love has the power to mend a bleeding heart.
Please note: this production includes descriptions of mental illness, death, child abuse, violence, domestic violence, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, miscarriage and substance abuse.
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- Marina Yamane Ramos
- 11-22-24
FANTASTIC
What a wonderful book ❤️
I couldn’t stop listening 🥹
How can I ever find another book that would make me feel all these emotions again
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- lisa
- 12-15-24
Thrilling
I normally multi task when listening. This book was a multi task fail. I had to focus on the twists and the narrators to not lose the plot. I was so enthralled I couldn’t try multitasking. Wonderful story!
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- Amazon Customer
- 12-10-24
excellent story!
I loved the intriguing story!! was easy to follow..and many things people can relate to..the love story was amazing.justvwish the ending had more of love and detail of being reunited
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- Corie Weaver
- 12-10-24
Loved it!
I was skeptical, but the character development was superb. I hate it authors spell out every detail because they believe their readers aren’t smart enough to figure things out. This was good from beginning to end.
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- Brett Keller
- 11-17-24
Like nothing I’ve ever listened to before!
So different. So accurate! Kept me wanting more. I enjoyed all the characters and their struggles. Sequel?
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- C. Jones
- 12-18-24
Enjoyable Coonfusion
It held my attention to the very end. It was deeply thought-out plot, with compassionate understanding.
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- dawn bahramipour
- 12-09-24
Amazing
I could not stop listening. Such a good book keeps you in your feet. i can relate to some of this.
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- Amanda S.
- 11-19-24
Beautiful!
This story was beautiful, painful, and magical. Fantastic portrayal of mental health. I absolutely loved it. Now, they should make a show from it.
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- Suzanne C Manley
- 11-27-24
Awesome surprise!
Wasn’t sure what to expect, but I LOVED it! The way mental health and fairy tale stories are interwoven is so very relatable. It is well worth a listen!
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- Anonymous User
- 12-20-24
it waa good
all readers was great,the srory was deep tho after all that the ending failed hard and was dissapointing
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