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The Meth Bible
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Narrated by:
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Ben Donaubauer
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By:
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Boston Bornagain
About this listen
God did not stop writing stories at Revelation. This book is based in 98% truth, depicting the meth lifestyle and addiction in its rawest form. Follow one man's journey deep into the chasms of hell.
From adolescence, Boston Bornagain was haunted by the demons of addiction. Get a bird's eye view into "the game," through the lens of a meth addicted cab driver in the drug underworld. Take a trip into the macabre meth counterculture where sex, drugs, and the supernatural reign.
To meet God, some of us must first walk with the devil. This brutally honest series of events is based on a real-life spiritual awakening of a living man. Listener beware. This book is full of shocking sexual situations, illicit drug use, and Jesus. "Fire and Ice: The Meth Bible" is the authority on the "ice game."
This story is proof that no matter how deep the lost venture into the pits of hades, God will come to redeem us. Only 2 percent of meth addicts get and stay clean for a lifetime. The alternative road leads to jails, institutions and death. This controversial book will give you a taste of it all.
Buckle up passengers. The roads are covered in ice. This is a miracle story about how God helps his children conquer the "devil's drug."
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How to Quit Meth Now!
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- By: Jay Hotrum
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 7 hrs and 26 mins
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( -PLEASE REVIEW THIS BOOK AFTER READING- )...The cure to drug addiction lies within the understanding of how the body and mind are simultaneously influenced by a chemical dependency problem. Only after gaining this knowledge can the addict start the process of reversing the addiction cycle, and begin to address the triggers in the mind which are keeping him addicted to this point.Kick Opioids Now is the only drug treatment program in the world which takes the addict from the heat of addiction, into a 14 day self-detox, while teaching the addict how to quit on their own time, when they ...
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BRILLIANT!
- By Tessa on 07-04-24
By: Jay Hotrum
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Chasing a Flawed Sun
- By: Daniel McGhee
- Narrated by: Frank Gerard
- Length: 14 hrs and 7 mins
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This is a true story. A transparent story of the life of a young man in America, who, like many of our lost youth, found his way into the drug culture. This story is an autopsy into the mind, heart, and soul of an addict. It begins at childhood and takes us through the thoughts, turmoil, and inner conflicts of a person lost in the undercurrent of addiction, and ends in a climax of self-discovery and realization. It is a gripping tale of a suburban youth and his journey through the streets of Baltimore, institutions, prisons, addiction, and worst of all, his own mind.
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don't bother
- By Lindsay on 04-24-21
By: Daniel McGhee
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Dreamseller
- An Addiction Memoir
- By: Brandon Novak
- Narrated by: Brandon Novak
- Length: 8 hrs
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At seven, Brandon was a skateboard prodigy. By the time he was fourteen, he was living the dream. Discovered by skate legends Bucky Lasek and Tony Hawk. Touring the US with the elite Powell-Peralta team. Signing autographs and appearing in films and magazines. Brandon had it all. Then he got hooked on heroin. Soon he was living a down-and-out life in a garage, begging for change, and hustling to score his next fix. He stole from his family and friends. He pushed the fantasy that everything was okay, that he was going to rehab, getting help, and getting better. But it was all a lie.
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true story
- By Andi T on 08-07-24
By: Brandon Novak
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HOW TO QUIT METH NOW! (Second Edition)
- A Self-Help Guide to Kicking Your Meth or Cocaine Addiction (GlobalAddictionSolutions.org)
- By: Jay P. Hotrum
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 9 hrs and 23 mins
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( -PLEASE REVIEW THIS BOOK AFTER READING- )...The cure to drug addiction lies within the understanding of how the body and mind are simultaneously influenced by a chemical dependency problem. Only after gaining this knowledge can the addict start the process of reversing the addiction cycle, and begin to address the triggers in the mind which are keeping him addicted to this point.Kick Opioids Now is the only drug treatment program in the world which takes the addict from the heat of addiction, into a 14 day self-detox, while teaching the addict how to quit on their own time, when they ...
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The most helpful guide I’ve come across
- By Andres on 07-02-24
By: Jay P. Hotrum
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Cranksters
- A Meth Odyssey
- By: Michael Couch
- Narrated by: Tom Fria
- Length: 16 hrs and 50 mins
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Conner is a love-lost soul who dreads a nagging preordained destiny. Returning to his rural hometown in Oklahoma, he finds an irresistible netherworld of heathen cranksters; meth-heads marauding the countryside.
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The Best Book EVER!
- By Anonymous User on 01-09-25
By: Michael Couch
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Meth Monster: The Story of a Resurrected Life
- By: Timothy Blaine
- Narrated by: Jay Prichard
- Length: 3 hrs and 34 mins
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"The first chance I got, I bought my very first bag of crystal methamphetamine... A monster was born. Try as I might, there is simply no way for me to minimize the impact with which crystal meth slammed into my life, at least not without straying far from the truth. It was like throwing a forty-pound sledge hammer though a plate glass window. What a cunning thing this was that lived inside of me. How could I ever hope to win against it? My good intentions meant nothing what I lacked was power."
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Meth Monster
- By trixie on 02-16-15
By: Timothy Blaine
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Crystal Meth Addiction
- A Complete Overview and Guide to Recovery
- By: Alex Andrews
- Narrated by: Steven A. Gannett
- Length: 1 hr and 7 mins
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This book is for all those lost souls who are stuck in the darkness of meth addiction. Meth addiction is one of the major problems society is struggling with. This book sheds light on crystal meth addiction and contains numerous unknown facts about the drug. You'll learn useful and lifesaving information about this addiction.
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No meat
- By Gift Card Recipient on 04-24-18
By: Alex Andrews
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That's What Junkies Do
- By: Thomas Figlioli
- Narrated by: Shanon Weaver
- Length: 7 hrs and 21 mins
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That's What Junkies Do is a brutally honest, often dark journey of one man's struggle with alcoholism and drug addiction. The story starts innocently enough in 1980's Brooklyn, NY, with a young boy, Thomas Figlioli, making a bad choice so he could gain the respect of a group of kids he looked up to and admired. Alcohol gives him the courage to be the person he always wanted to be. His fear and insecurity leaves and his lifelong struggle begins. When thoughts of ending it all become a better choice than living how he is, Thomas finally asks for help.
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The honesty and story gripped me right from the beginning and never let go.
- By JOHN GERMIN on 09-08-21
By: Thomas Figlioli
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American Drug Addict
- a memoir
- By: Brett Douglas
- Narrated by: Ryan Turner
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
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My name is Brett. I'm a college-educated man who was once a husband of 26 years with two children, three businesses, and a large home with an actual white picket fence. I'm also a drug addict. And I have a tale to tell. It's about the despair of addiction and the absolute certainty that it can be overcome. Recovery is not simply abstinence, but a process of growing up. I spent my entire life searching for the key to long-term sobriety. I would like to share with you what I have learned.
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UGHHHH. NOOOO.
- By karen McCann on 09-29-18
By: Brett Douglas
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High
- Everything You Want to Know About Drugs, Alcohol, and Addiction
- By: David Sheff, Nic Sheff
- Narrated by: George Newbern, Graham Halstead
- Length: 4 hrs and 19 mins
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Just say know! With drug education for children more important than ever, this nonfiction book draws on the experiences of the New York Times best-selling father-and-son team to provide all the information teens and 'tweens need to know about drugs, alcohol, and addiction. From David Sheff, author of Beautiful Boy, and Nic Sheff, author of Tweak: Growing Up on Methamphetamines, comes the ultimate resource for learning about the realities of drugs and alcohol for middle-grade listeners.
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eh
- By Robert DeWitt on 09-24-20
By: David Sheff, and others
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Suburban Junky
- From Honor Roll to Heroin Addict (Tenth Anniversary)
- By: Jude Hassan
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 5 hrs and 39 mins
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Jude Hassan was an ordinary, all-American kid. He had two amazing parents who gave him everything, especially a loving home. At fourteen, Jude's family moved from their home in the city to a beautiful suburban town on the outskirts of St. Louis. Suddenly, Jude was faced with being the new kid for the first time in his young life. He struggled to find his way in his new surroundings but continued to make straight A’s and excel in sports. When a fellow student approached him about attending a party, he was apprehensive but eager to experience his first social gathering. Unfortunately, that ...
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Wonderful story of healing and family values.
- By Taryn on 07-25-24
By: Jude Hassan
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Stash
- My Life in Hiding
- By: Laura Cathcart Robbins
- Narrated by: Laura Cathcart Robbins
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
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After years of hiding her addiction from everyone—stockpiling pills in her Louboutins and elaborately scheduling her withdrawals between PTA meetings, baby showers, and tennis matches—Laura Cathcart Robbins is running out of places to hide. She has learned the hard way that even her high-profile marriage and Hollywood lifestyle can’t protect her from the pain she’s keeping bottled up inside. Facing divorce, the possibility of a custody battle, and the insistent voice of internalized racism that nags at her as a Black woman in a white world, Laura wonders just how much more she can take.
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Best Mom/wife alcoholism memoir I’ve read
- By Allison M. Billet on 04-06-23
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- Anonymous User
- 03-16-24
thinking he was in a movie
amazing book I can relate to most everything he wrote...tread carefully if nee to recovery was a tad triggered at times! thankyou for sharing your experiences 💯
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- Super awesome shopper
- 12-20-24
never a dull moment!
really enjoyed the story and the narration. a must heat for all people involved in the recovery business.
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- Anonymous User
- 12-14-23
The best real life description of the meth world.
This couldn't be easy for Boston. That life is shameful. He did an awesome job. for the people that have been there. He gave us a voice. For the people that have never been there. He gives a real life version where they can see why. It is so hard to get out of the life. It's not a story people want to talk about. This book give a whole new light for people. To understand and try and help. Or at least give them a guide to understand what the person is going through. Or what to expect with a addict. Boston did an amazing job with this book. a great read for any mature reader. He laid his life out for all of us to learn from. a hero to us 2%.
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- Sarah
- 01-08-24
How you finally overcome the drugs and changed your life.
I liked the whole story it brought back some memories of when I used, but I gotta say that this book is a must read or listen to the audio book, we do recover, keep up the great work that you do Boston your an inspiration to others.
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- Josh Nielsen
- 12-27-24
Fascinating tale
Excellent book. Revealing connections between meth, demons and the spiritual world. Looking forward to Boston's next book.
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- scottie gaines
- 01-03-24
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This is an outstanding and amazing book. I recommend everybody get this. It's a journey, the good bad and ugly. GOD bless you all
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- Anonymous User
- 10-01-24
Genuine true words of addiction and redemption
Real true words describing what the devil's drug meth is like and the roads it takes you down
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- Anonymous User
- 11-26-24
The pure rawness
I loved how the author just laid it all out there. Thank you Boston!! This life isn’t for the faint of heart and you finding God and Jesus gives me hope. I know that one day I to will be okay.
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- Philtra
- 08-12-24
Triggered
I've been sober over a year & I couldn't get through this book. It's disgusting. The detail of the sex & drug use is written in a way that is not helpful, but enticing for someone who has lived it. The tone seems to glorify a debaucherous life even though the words say otherwise. I did not finish the book for my own protection & I don't recommend it for anyone in recovery. In fact, I think further publishing of the book should cease immediately.
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