
Jesus Land
A Memoir
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Elizabeth Evans
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Julia Scheeres
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Julia and her adopted brother, David, are 16 years old. Julia is White. David is Black. It is the mid-1980s and their family has just moved to rural Indiana, a landscape of cottonwood trees, trailer parks, and an all-encompassing racism. At home are a distant mother more involved with her church’s missionaries than her own children and a violent father.
In this riveting and heartrending memoir Julia Scheeres takes us from the Midwest to a place beyond imagining: surrounded by natural beauty, the Escuela Caribea religious reform school in the Dominican Republic is characterized by a disciplinary regime that extracts repentance from its students by any means necessary. Julia and David strive to make it through these ordeals and their tale is relayed here with startling immediacy, extreme candor, and wry humor.
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- BEJ
- 10-29-18
loved it. so insightful. i laughed, i cried.
so insightful and beautifully read. thank you for sharing this story. i will absolutely reccomend.
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- E. P.
- 06-16-24
So sad
This story was so sad. It was gripping and well told. I’m in the same age range and it made me appreciate my relatively normal upbringing.
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- Daryl
- 03-15-13
Jesus Land - how NOT to be a Christian
What made the experience of listening to Jesus Land the most enjoyable?
This book was not enjoyable in the sense that it was happy, hopeful, or even primarily redemptive. In fact, many passages of this book made me angry - not at the author, but at her parents (her father's abuse and her mother's cold indifference and hypocrisy)... and then to add reform "school" on top? This is not the Jesus I know... any of it!
I have to include the black v. white race issue here, as it was prominently displayed in the book. I honestly challenge anyone to find where in the Bible it says that black people are inferior, as for some reason that seemed to be the prevailing belief in conservative America...
What other book might you compare Jesus Land to and why?
I read this book on the heels of reading Lauren Drain's "Banished - surviving my years in the Westboro Baptist Church". There are many parallels, and yet these two women have come out completely different - one a secular humanist with no need for religion; the other still seeking answers and believing that there is a God of love out there..
Which character – as performed by Elizabeth Evans – was your favorite?
Elizabeth Evans was incredible as a narrator for this book. She infused so much of the teen angst, pain and frustration that Julia must have felt... I felt like a young Julia Scheeres was telling me her story.
Any additional comments?
As stated above, many parts of this book made me angry. It is a cautionary expression of the Biblical words for parents not to grieve their children. It causes me to reflect on how I plan to raise my own children as a Christian. They will need so much more than just food and shelter - they will need love and affection, something notably absent from Julia's parents.
This book is not representative of all Christians, or Christ Himself. I personally believe that one can be a strong believer in Christ and neither hold so many convictions as to stomp out compassion and grace nor so few as to be ineffective. Christ - as portrayed in the Bible - is not a brutal task master nor a spineless sissy.
I applaud Julia Scheeres for writing this brutally honest book and Elizabeth Evans for perfectly narrating it.
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- Holden
- 05-25-16
amazing story and narrator's voice perfect for it
such a great book recomended for all book lovers and people who don't read much
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- Rene'
- 08-11-14
A story of survival
Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?
I originally chose this book because I am a native to Indiana--little did I know that when I started listening to it, they were residents in Lafayette, IN which is a town only 20 minutes from where I grew up.
It's a true story of survival in a family that uses religion as an excuse to be abusive to their children, both emotionally and physically.
What was one of the most memorable moments of Jesus Land?
David's continued desire to have a "family" despite the physical and emotional abuse he endured.
Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
One of the last moments that Julia and David got to spend together on the beach
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- Silly Lilli
- 06-01-20
The best book ever
I could be a publicist for this book I love it so much I’ve read it multiple times and I always push it on my friends family strangers even foes lol.
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- Kindle Customer
- 02-02-23
Hell of a story about growing up in hell
I don’t usually read memoirs but Jesus Land was very, very good. How she managed to grow up with such repressive, fanatical and violent parents, and then survive a concentration camp masquerading as a Christian reform school – and emerge as a functioning human being - is hard to understand. The only thing that got her through was the support and love she shared with her brother, who had it worse because he was adopted and black.
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- D. Norris
- 06-15-24
Not an easy listen but well worth it.
Emotionally, this was a difficult book to get through. The author does a fantastic job of putting you in the moment; my heart goes out to her and her brother. I often had to take breaks from listening.
But in the end, it’s a beautiful story of the love between a brother and a sister. You can’t beat it.
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- Thixso
- 08-12-24
Using Religion to Abuse
Narration was awesome. Narrator has a great voice that does not make the story boring. Make sure you listen to the prologue. I will never understand why people use religion to abuse and beat people. What God tells you to do that?! The reform school is ridiculous as nobody learns anything if you won't let them ask questions and won't explain anything to them. Idiots.
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- Barbara M
- 11-02-24
Amazing read
I can’t wait to see this heartfelt story turned into a book. I have listened to the audio book in just few hours. Highly recommend
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