She's Not Herself
A Psychotherapist's Journey into and Beyond Her Mother's Mental Illness
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Narrated by:
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Linda Appleman Shapiro
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George Guidall
About this listen
On the surface, her childhood seemed normal - even idyllic. Linda grew up in the iconic immigrant community of Brighton Beach, Brooklyn, with her parents and a gifted older brother. But she spent her days at home alone with a mother who suffered major bouts of depression. At such times, young Linda was told, "Your mother...she’s not herself today." Those words did little to help Linda understand what she was witnessing. Instead, she experienced the anxiety and hyper-vigilance that often take root when secrecy and shame surround a family member who is ill.
She’s Not Herself is a journey to make sense of the effects of multigenerational traumas. Shapiro is ultimately able to forgive (without forgetting) those who left her to fend for herself - and to provide listeners with the wisdom of a seasoned psychotherapist who has examined human vulnerability in its many disguises and has moved through it all with dignity and hope. The result is a memoir of love, loss, loyalty, and healing.
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There's a little shop on Blossom Street in Seattle called A Good Yarn. You go there to buy knitting supplies and patterns, and now it's offering a knitting class. The first lesson: how to knit a baby blanket.
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Shop on Blossom Street
- By Christine on 07-30-05
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The Godmothers
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- By: Camille Aubray
- Narrated by: Lisa Flanagan, Saskia Maarleveld
- Length: 13 hrs and 5 mins
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Meet the Godmothers: Filomena is a clever and resourceful war refugee with a childhood secret, who comes to America to wed Mario, the family's favored son. Amie, a beautiful and dreamy French girl from upstate New York, escapes an abusive husband after falling in love with Johnny, the oldest of the brothers. Lucy, a tough-as-nails Irish nurse, ran away from a strict girls' home and marries Frankie, the sensuous middle son. And the glamorous Petrina, the family's only daughter, graduates with honors from Barnard College despite a past trauma that nearly caused a family scandal.
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Easy Enjoyable Read
- By Bunny on 06-23-21
By: Camille Aubray
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A Wild and Precious Life
- A Memoir
- By: Edie Windsor, Joshua Lyon
- Narrated by: Donna Postel, Joshua Lyon
- Length: 10 hrs and 9 mins
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In this memoir, which she began before passing away in 2017 and completed by her co-writer, Edie recounts her childhood in Philadelphia, her realization that she was a lesbian, and her active social life in Greenwich Village's electrifying underground gay scene during the 1950s. Edie was also one of a select group of trailblazing women in computing, working her way up the ladder at IBM and achieving their highest technical ranking while developing software.
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🏳️🌈 Wow! 🏳️🌈
- By Natalia Zimnoch on 10-15-19
By: Edie Windsor, and others
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The Seven or Eight Deaths of Stella Fortuna
- A Novel
- By: Juliet Grames
- Narrated by: Lisa Flanagan
- Length: 16 hrs and 57 mins
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For Stella Fortuna, death has always been a part of life. Stella’s childhood is full of strange, life-threatening incidents - moments where ordinary situations like cooking eggplant or feeding the pigs inexplicably take lethal turns. Even Stella’s own mother is convinced that her daughter is cursed or haunted. When the Fortunas emigrate to America on the cusp of World War II, Stella and her sister, Tina, must come of age side by side in a hostile new world with strict expectations for each of them.
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Misogyny at its worst
- By brenda on 01-15-20
By: Juliet Grames
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My Friend Anne Frank
- The Inspiring and Heartbreaking True Story of Best Friends Torn Apart and Reunited Against All Odds
- By: Hannah Pick-Goslar, Dina Kraft
- Narrated by: Alix Dunmore
- Length: 9 hrs and 29 mins
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In 1933, Hannah Pick-Goslar and her family fled Nazi Germany to live in Amsterdam, where she struck up a close friendship with her next-door neighbor, an outspoken and fun-loving young girl named Anne Frank. For several years, the inseparable pair enjoyed a carefree childhood of games, sleepovers, and treats with the other children in their neighborhood of Rivierenbuurt. But in 1942, Hannah and Anne's lives abruptly changed forever.
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the missing piece to Anne’s story and the complete picture of Hannah’s
- By Wilson on 07-13-23
By: Hannah Pick-Goslar, and others
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- Laura747
- 09-01-21
The author's voice brought this story to life!
This audiobook opens up with the exquisite voice of prolific narrator George Guidall. After his introduction, Linda Appleman Shapiro picks up as the narrator in her beautiful calming voice. It's such a pleasure to listen to a memoir told by the actual author and to hear the story with all the emotions and sincerity that it was written in.
By any outsider looking in, Linda Appleman Shapiro had an idealic childhood growing up in Brooklyn with her beautiful parents and brilliant older brother. But, Linda opens her heart and shares the true pain, chaos and love inside her home in this captivating story of her life. In vulnerable plain talk, Linda peels away the layers of her mother's traumatic childhood in Russia and immigration to the United States. Putting up a good front like so many of us do, her mother's sporadic mental health crisis throughout Linda's childhood remained hidden inside their home, silently impacting Linda as a young girl.
Aside from a captivating story, I learned much about the lack of mental health care just one generation ago, helping me to better understand events in my own childhood - which like Linda, weren't talked about.
The way Linda ultimately made a wonderful life for herself as an adult is an inspiration for us all, and her comforting voice made this audiobook feel like a talk with a good friend - making this Audible a must listen to!
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- Crystal Casavant-Otto
- 09-30-21
Absolutely Beautiful Narration
I was absolutely amazed by this memoir. Linda Appleman Shapiro did such a lovely job writing about a difficult childhood that she ultimately sees as being a gift.
The fact she can describe her mother's mental illness and how it effected the entire family (included her attempts at suicide) and come out of the situation with the strength and perseverance to consider it a gift is the true gift! Shapiro's ability to engage me as a reader and draw me into a time period and a story so foreign to my upbringing really kept me wanting more.
I read the book years ago and was moved and inspired by it - most recently I listened to it on Audible and it was an even more emotional experience. The Audible version was narrated by the author herself (just before her 80th birthday) as well as her husband, the king of audio books, George Guidall himself!
When reading this book, I was impressed with Shapiro's ability to put into words what must have been such a difficult period in her life. Listening to the book being read by Shapiro herself quite often moved me to tears. I don't want anyone to think this is a sad story - because ultimately, Shapiro went on to help so many others because of her resilient spirit.
When I read or hear the quote "My Trauma Does Not Define Me" I think immediately of Linda Appleman Shapiro and how she has managed to be a light in the darkness.
I absolutely give "She's Not Herself" 5 stars as a written book and 10 stars as an audio book!
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