Beautiful Chaos
On Motherhood, Finding Yourself and Overwhelming Love
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Jessica Urlichs
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The Instant Sunday Times Bestseller
Motherhood is messy and beautiful, and hard and humbling. We adore our children, and sometimes we miss ourselves. Beautiful Chaos is a collection of raw, honest poems about motherhood - capturing everything from pregnancy to school age.
Upon becoming a mother, poet Jessica Urlichs was reminded that the everyday ordinary is extraordinary. Beautiful Chaos is a collection that chronicles it all - the highs, the lows, the confusion, the loss of identity, the becoming, and the brutal but beautiful ways our children hold up a mirrors to ourselves. This collection inspires vulnerability and will be a cathartic, healing listen for anyone who needs it.
These poems will remind you of a time gone by or ground you in the current moment. Either way, they will make you feel seen and comforted amid the beautiful chaos that is motherhood.
'The words awaken the magic of life by celebrating the ordinary' - Giovanna Fletcher
'Beautifully heartfelt, inspiringly poignant and therapeutically validating' - Anna Mathur
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Lena Duchannes is unlike anyone the small Southern town of Gatlin has ever seen, and she's struggling to conceal her power, and a curse that has haunted her family. But even within the overgrown gardens, murky swamps, and crumbling graveyards of the forgotten South, a secret cannot stay hidden forever. Ethan Wate, who has been counting the months until he can escape from Gatlin, is haunted by dreams of a beautiful girl he has never met. When Lena moves into the town's oldest plantation, Ethan is inexplicably drawn to her and determined to uncover the connection between them.
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This book is so COOL!
- By Ashley on 08-06-18
By: Kami Garcia, and others
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The Black Envelope
- By: Norman Manea, Patrick Camiller - translator
- Narrated by: Victor Bevine
- Length: 11 hrs
- Unabridged
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A splendid, violent spring suddenly grips Bucharest in the 1980s after a brutal winter. Tolea, an eccentric middle-aged intellectual who has been dismissed from his job as a high school teacher on "moral grounds", is investigating his father's death 40 years after the fact and is drawn into a web of suspicion and black humor.
By: Norman Manea, and others
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Love Your Kids Without Losing Yourself
- 5 Steps to Banish Guilt and Beat Burnout When You Already Have Too Much to Do
- By: Morgan Cutlip
- Narrated by: Morgan Cutlip
- Length: 5 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
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Get rid of mom guilt, regain your sanity, and prevent burnout. Loving your kids isn’t supposed to mean you completely disappear or get swallowed up by the demands of motherhood. You want to be a great mother. But how do you care for yourself without neglecting your kids needs, feeling overwhelmed by guilt, or succumbing under the pressure to be perfect? Dr. Morgan—a psychotherapist and relationship expert—has helped over 100,000 moms regain their sanity and prevent burnout through her popular courses, coaching, and social media wisdom.
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Simply the Best
- By Dana V. on 09-04-24
By: Morgan Cutlip
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Not Your Mother's Postpartum Book
- Normalizing Post-Baby Mental Health Struggles, Navigating #MOMLife, and Finding Strength Amid the Chaos
- By: Caitlin Slavens BAACS MC R. Psych, Chelsea Bodie BSc. MACP R. Psych
- Narrated by: Emily Durante
- Length: 9 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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This refreshingly candid resource fills a notable voice by providing real, honest, and raw insights into motherhood. With their nonjudgmental yet humorous tone, Caitlin and Chelsea provide a deep dive into all things #momlife.
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the book you need postpartum
- By Austin robinson on 08-06-24
By: Caitlin Slavens BAACS MC R. Psych, and others
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Les 3 p'tits cochons [The 3 Little Pigs]
- Les contes interdits [The Forbidden Tales]
- By: Christian Boivin
- Narrated by: Anne-Marie Levasseur, Stephan Allard
- Length: 5 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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Trois individus qui trempent dans le voyeurisme, la pornographie, le cannibalisme et la nécrophilie. Une étudiante universitaire menant une vie bien rangée qui se retrouve à la morgue après avoir consommé du Flakka. Un tueur à gages qui revient dans sa ville natale afin de mettre sa soeur en terre et qui découvre de troublantes vérités à son sujet. Une rousse excentrique à la libido débridée et dénuée de tout sens moral, capable de pervertir les âmes les plus pures.
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loved it!
- By Sara on 01-20-24
By: Christian Boivin
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Now It All Makes Sense
- How An ADHD Diagnosis Brought Clarity to My Life
- By: Alex Partridge
- Narrated by: Alex Partridge
- Length: 5 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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Written with Alex's trademark raw vulnerability, Now It All Makes Sense distils the essence of all the most important need-to-knows, from parenting with (and for) ADHD, to managing your mental health, your finances and even your shopping list. Most importantly it celebrates the opportunities and strengths, unique skillsets and positive traits of ADHD to remind you that you are NOT broken - and you are enough.
By: Alex Partridge
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Beautiful Creatures: Booktrack Edition
- By: Kami Garcia, Margaret Stohl
- Narrated by: Kevin T. Collins
- Length: 17 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
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Lena Duchannes is unlike anyone the small Southern town of Gatlin has ever seen, and she's struggling to conceal her power, and a curse that has haunted her family. But even within the overgrown gardens, murky swamps, and crumbling graveyards of the forgotten South, a secret cannot stay hidden forever. Ethan Wate, who has been counting the months until he can escape from Gatlin, is haunted by dreams of a beautiful girl he has never met. When Lena moves into the town's oldest plantation, Ethan is inexplicably drawn to her and determined to uncover the connection between them.
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This book is so COOL!
- By Ashley on 08-06-18
By: Kami Garcia, and others
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The Black Envelope
- By: Norman Manea, Patrick Camiller - translator
- Narrated by: Victor Bevine
- Length: 11 hrs
- Unabridged
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A splendid, violent spring suddenly grips Bucharest in the 1980s after a brutal winter. Tolea, an eccentric middle-aged intellectual who has been dismissed from his job as a high school teacher on "moral grounds", is investigating his father's death 40 years after the fact and is drawn into a web of suspicion and black humor.
By: Norman Manea, and others
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Love Your Kids Without Losing Yourself
- 5 Steps to Banish Guilt and Beat Burnout When You Already Have Too Much to Do
- By: Morgan Cutlip
- Narrated by: Morgan Cutlip
- Length: 5 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
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Get rid of mom guilt, regain your sanity, and prevent burnout. Loving your kids isn’t supposed to mean you completely disappear or get swallowed up by the demands of motherhood. You want to be a great mother. But how do you care for yourself without neglecting your kids needs, feeling overwhelmed by guilt, or succumbing under the pressure to be perfect? Dr. Morgan—a psychotherapist and relationship expert—has helped over 100,000 moms regain their sanity and prevent burnout through her popular courses, coaching, and social media wisdom.
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Simply the Best
- By Dana V. on 09-04-24
By: Morgan Cutlip
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Not Your Mother's Postpartum Book
- Normalizing Post-Baby Mental Health Struggles, Navigating #MOMLife, and Finding Strength Amid the Chaos
- By: Caitlin Slavens BAACS MC R. Psych, Chelsea Bodie BSc. MACP R. Psych
- Narrated by: Emily Durante
- Length: 9 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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This refreshingly candid resource fills a notable voice by providing real, honest, and raw insights into motherhood. With their nonjudgmental yet humorous tone, Caitlin and Chelsea provide a deep dive into all things #momlife.
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the book you need postpartum
- By Austin robinson on 08-06-24
By: Caitlin Slavens BAACS MC R. Psych, and others
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Les 3 p'tits cochons [The 3 Little Pigs]
- Les contes interdits [The Forbidden Tales]
- By: Christian Boivin
- Narrated by: Anne-Marie Levasseur, Stephan Allard
- Length: 5 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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Trois individus qui trempent dans le voyeurisme, la pornographie, le cannibalisme et la nécrophilie. Une étudiante universitaire menant une vie bien rangée qui se retrouve à la morgue après avoir consommé du Flakka. Un tueur à gages qui revient dans sa ville natale afin de mettre sa soeur en terre et qui découvre de troublantes vérités à son sujet. Une rousse excentrique à la libido débridée et dénuée de tout sens moral, capable de pervertir les âmes les plus pures.
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loved it!
- By Sara on 01-20-24
By: Christian Boivin
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Now It All Makes Sense
- How An ADHD Diagnosis Brought Clarity to My Life
- By: Alex Partridge
- Narrated by: Alex Partridge
- Length: 5 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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Written with Alex's trademark raw vulnerability, Now It All Makes Sense distils the essence of all the most important need-to-knows, from parenting with (and for) ADHD, to managing your mental health, your finances and even your shopping list. Most importantly it celebrates the opportunities and strengths, unique skillsets and positive traits of ADHD to remind you that you are NOT broken - and you are enough.
By: Alex Partridge
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When We Were Friends
- A Short Story
- By: Jane Green
- Narrated by: Lucy Rayner
- Length: 1 hr and 14 mins
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By all accounts, Lucy’s handled her divorce well. She’s finally in the cozy, plant-filled house of her dreams. And although she doesn’t fit in with the other divorcées—all busy looking for their next ex—she’s excited to get down to earth and savor the small joys of life. When Lucy meets Elle, a hip younger woman who shares her same passions, their connection is instant. Taking a chance on kismet, Lucy forges a friendship that fills her days with meaning. She and Elle are inseparable, from sunup to sundown, enjoying the immediate ease and familiarity of each other’s company.
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What a great short story!
- By Placeholder on 11-30-24
By: Jane Green
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To Have and to Hold
- Motherhood, Marriage, and the Modern Dilemma
- By: Molly Millwood
- Narrated by: Molly Millwood
- Length: 9 hrs and 1 min
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A clinical psychologist’s exploration of the modern dilemmas women face in the wake of new motherhood. When Molly Millwood became a mother, she was fully prepared for what she would gain: an adorable baby boy; hard-won mothering skills; and a messy, chaotic, beautiful life. But what she did not expect was what she would lose: aspects of her identity, a baseline level of happiness, a general sense of well-being.
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Pretty good
- By C Sandell on 03-07-21
By: Molly Millwood
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Want
- Sexual Fantasies by Anonymous
- By: Gillian Anderson
- Narrated by: Gillian Anderson, Anonymous
- Length: 11 hrs and 59 mins
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When we talk about sex, we talk about womanhood and motherhood, infidelity and exploitation, consent and respect, fairness and egalitarianism, love and hate, pleasure and pain. And yet for many reasons—some complicated, some not—so many of us don’t talk about it. Our deepest, most intimate fears and fantasies remain locked away inside of us, until someone comes along with the key. Here’s the key. In this generation-defining book, Gillian Anderson collects and introduces the anonymous letters of hundreds of self-identifying women from around the world (along with her own anonymous letter).
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Gillian goes over the top
- By MRD on 10-24-24
By: Gillian Anderson
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Entitlement
- A Novel
- By: Rumaan Alam
- Narrated by: Nicole Lewis
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
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Brooke wants. She isn’t in need, but there are things she wants. A sense of purpose, for instance. She wants to make a difference in the world, to impress her mother along the way, to spend time with friends and secure her independence. Her job assisting an octogenarian billionaire in his quest to give away a vast fortune could help her achieve many of these goals. It may inspire new desires as well: proximity to wealth turns out to be nothing less than transformative. What is money, really, but a kind of belief?
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so disappointing
- By K. Wagner on 09-22-24
By: Rumaan Alam
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The Moonflowers
- A Novel
- By: Abigail Rose-Marie
- Narrated by: Abigail Reno
- Length: 12 hrs and 41 mins
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Tig Costello has arrived in Darren, Kentucky, commissioned to paint a portrait honoring her grandfather Benjamin. His contributions to the rural Appalachian town and his unimpeachable war service have made him a local hero. But to Tig, he’s a relative stranger. To find out more about him, Tig wants to talk to the person who knew her grandfather best: Eloise Price, the woman who murdered him fifty years ago.
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Save your judgements. This is truth.
- By Angela Stone-Campbell on 12-23-24
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The 5 Principles of Parenting
- Your Essential Guide to Raising Good Humans
- By: Aliza Pressman
- Narrated by: Aliza Pressman
- Length: 11 hrs and 9 mins
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In the age of high-pressure parenting, when so many of us we feel like we’ve got to get everything exactly right the first time, Dr. Aliza Pressman is the compassionate, reassuring expert we all need—and the one whose advice we can all use. Already beloved by listeners of hit podcast, Raising Good Humans, Dr. Pressman distills it all with a handful of strategies every parent can use to get things right often enough: Relationship, Reflection, Regulation, Rules, and Repair.
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Good tools to use to prepare my mindset
- By A Smith on 03-15-24
By: Aliza Pressman
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Sparktopia
- By: JA Huss
- Narrated by: Eric Nolan, Jill Redfield, Ava Erickson, and others
- Length: 18 hrs and 47 mins
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Spark is everything and it blooms inside the bodies of Tau City’s young women. Once a decade, in exchange for enough power to keep the city modern and comfortable, a Spark Maiden must be sacrificed to their mysterious tower god in a ritual called The Extraction. Ten Maidens are Chosen, but only one enters the tower as a sacrifice, never to be seen again. The nine leftovers are elevated to celebrity status and spend the next decade living in the luxurious Maiden Tower, wearing couture gala gowns, and partying with the city’s most interesting and beautiful people.
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My Latest Obsession!!
- By Comparative Shopper on 09-19-24
By: JA Huss
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The Pivot Year
- By: Brianna Wiest
- Narrated by: Stacey Glemboski
- Length: 5 hrs and 14 mins
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Devote the next twelve months of your life to making measured and real change, beginning with your mindset. The Pivot Year is a book of 365 daily meditations on finding the courage to become who you've always wanted to be, from the internationally best selling author of "101 Essays That Will Change The Way You Think," "The Mountain Is You," and more.
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Just get the book
- By Amazon Customer on 08-21-24
By: Brianna Wiest
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milk and honey
- By: Rupi Kaur
- Narrated by: Rupi Kaur
- Length: 1 hr and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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Rupi Kaur presents an all-new performance of milk and honey, her number one New York Times best-selling collection of poetry and prose about survival, the experience of violence, abuse, love, loss, and femininity. This new production was recorded in 2021 along with the first-ever recordings of her number one best sellers the sun and her flowers and home body, all of them performed by Rupi Kaur.
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Such a powerful book.
- By Elizabeth on 09-26-24
By: Rupi Kaur
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What Does It Feel Like?
- By: Sophie Kinsella
- Narrated by: Sally Phillips, Sophie Kinsella
- Length: 1 hr and 57 mins
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Eve is a successful novelist who wakes up one day in a hospital bed with no memory of how she got there. Her husband, never far from her side, explains that she has had an operation to remove the large, malignant tumor growing in her brain. As Eve learns to walk, talk, and write again—and as she wrestles with her diagnosis, and how and when to explain it to her beloved children—she begins to recall what’s most important to her: long walks with her husband’s hand clasped firmly around her own, family game nights, and always buying that dress when she sees it.
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Authentic and real
- By Brianne Weingarten on 10-13-24
By: Sophie Kinsella
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Raising Good Humans
- A Mindful Guide to Breaking the Cycle of Reactive Parenting and Raising Kind, Confident Kids
- By: Hunter Clarke-Fields MSAE, Carla Naumburg PhD
- Narrated by: Jennifer Gilmour
- Length: 5 hrs and 37 mins
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With this book, you’ll find powerful mindfulness skills for calming your own stress response when difficult emotions arise. You’ll also discover strategies for cultivating respectful communication, effective conflict resolution, and reflective listening. In the process, you’ll learn to examine your own unhelpful patterns and ingrained reactions that reflect the generational habits shaped by your parents, so you can break the cycle and respond to your children in more skillful ways.
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Great Book About Parenting and Teaching Kindness!
- By Ma P on 09-11-20
By: Hunter Clarke-Fields MSAE, and others
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The House at Watch Hill: A Novel
- The Watch Hill Trilogy, Book 1
- By: Karen Marie Moning
- Narrated by: Amanda Leigh Cobb, Tim Campbell
- Length: 11 hrs and 34 mins
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Zo Grey is reeling from the sudden death of her mother when she receives a surprising call from an attorney in Divinity, Louisiana, with the news she has been left an inheritance by a distant relative, the terms of which he will only discuss in person. Destitute and alone, with nothing left to lose, Zo heads to Divinity and discovers she is the sole beneficiary of a huge fortune and a monstrosity of a house that sits ominously at the peak of Watch Hill—but she must live in it, alone, for three years before the house, or the money, is hers.
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Slower plot
- By Monika on 10-08-24
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- Melyssa Bruce
- 11-24-24
AMAZING read
This had me laughing and crying the entire way through. Each of the poems were perfectly placed and written. Cannot wait to pass this down to my daughters with my handwritten margin notes when they enter motherhood themselves.
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- Sasha
- 12-01-24
Relatable for all mamas
Be prepared to become emotional throughout this book. Definitely a must read for postpartum mamas!
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