That Beast Was Not Me
One Forensic Psychologist, Five Decades of Conversations with Killers
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AN UP-CLOSE AND PERSONAL LOOKAT THE MURDERING MIND ...
In 1975, after Manson Family member Lynette “Squeaky” Fromme’s attempt to kill President Gerald Ford, the FBI found a cache of letters in the would-be assassin’s Sacramento apartment. The return address belonged to future forensic psychologist Jeffrey Smalldon, then a young undergraduate.
A decade later, after the shocking murders of two co-workers, Smalldon’s quest to understand the twisted minds and motivations of killers became personal in a way it never had been before.
THAT BEAST WAS NOT ME documents five decades of conversations with murderers like John Wayne Gacy, Charles Manson, Ted Bundy, serial sniper Thomas Lee Dillon, and Donald Harvey—then thought to be the most prolific serial killer in American history. Through letters, prison visits, and interviews, Smalldon gives listeners a terrifying look into the darkest recesses of the human psyche.
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Death Row Welcomes You
- Visiting Hours in the Shadow of the Execution Chamber
- By: Steven Hale
- Narrated by: Tim Fannon
- Length: 9 hrs and 13 mins
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In 2018, after nearly a decade's hiatus, the state of Tennessee began executing death row inmates, bucking national trends that showed the death penalty in decline. In less than two years, the state put seven men to death. It was an execution spree unlike any seen in Tennessee since the 1940s, only brought to a halt by a global pandemic. Award-winning journalist Steven Hale was the leading reporter on these executions, covering them both locally for the Nashville Scene alt-weekly and nationally for The Appeal.
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Deep dive on death penalty in Tennessee
- By Heather Neisen on 08-28-24
By: Steven Hale
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Who Killed Una Lynskey?
- A True Story of Murder, Vigilante Justice and the Garda ‘Heavy Gang’
- By: Mick Clifford
- Narrated by: Ciaran O'Brien
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
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In Who Killed Una Lynskey?, award-winning journalist Mick Clifford has built a compelling portrait of the case from interviews with the surviving main players, as well as exclusive access to the files of a private investigator who uncovered information the gardaí missed - or ignored. A timely, humane and compulsive listen, this is a groundbreaking account of the botched investigation and its devastating consequences for not just four devastated families, but also the reputation of the gardaí.
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Buried Secrets
- Looking for Frank and Ida
- By: Anne Hanson
- Narrated by: Courtney Patterson
- Length: 10 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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WHEN ANNE HANSON'S DAD FIRST ASKED her to investigate the secret past of his parents, little did she know what she was getting into. For two decades, despite all her digging, she failed to unearth even the tiniest speck of evidence that the families of her grandparents, Frank and Ida Hanson, had ever existed. If her quest were a detective novel, its title would have been, "The Case of the Missing Ancestors."
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Interesting History
- By Owlchick on 11-19-24
By: Anne Hanson
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Psychological Profiles
- A Comprehensive Guide to the Minds of Offenders
- By: Barrett Williams, ChatGPT ChatGPT
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 5 hrs and 50 mins
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Unlock the darkest corners of the human mind with Psychological Profiles, an enthralling exploration into the intricate world of criminal psychology. This eBook delves deep into the psyche of offenders, unraveling the complex motivations and behaviors that drive criminal activity. Whether you're a psychology enthusiast, a true crime aficionado, or someone intrigued by the intersection of law and mental health, this comprehensive guide offers a riveting journey through the minds of criminals. Begin your journey with an introduction to criminal psychology, tracing the fascinating history and ...
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No Haven
- The Connecticut Mob and the Rise of America's Model City
- By: Paul Bleakley
- Narrated by: Joe Barrett
- Length: 7 hrs and 56 mins
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One of America's most historic and enduring cities, New Haven has wrangled with a perpetual identity struggle, torn between worlds that occasionally converged in chaos and violence. In the 1930s, Connecticut became a region where Mafia families like the Genoveses, Gambinos, Colombos, and Patriarcas shared turf—working together with enough profits to go around or descending into open war to rival that experienced in any major city. Central to this conflict were three men who were, at different times, cautious allies or sworn nemeses.
By: Paul Bleakley
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Never Saw Me Coming
- How I Outsmarted the FBI and the Entire Banking System—and Pocketed $40 Million
- By: Tanya Smith
- Narrated by: Robin Miles
- Length: 12 hrs and 30 mins
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In Never Saw Me Coming, Tanya Smith shares her deeply personal and remarkable story of how she went from a precocious young girl to a money-grabbing, computer-savvy wiz. It starts out as a keen interest in technology and innocently acquiring phone numbers to Michael Jackson, as well as other celebrities, and moves to her successfully stealing and depositing $5,000 into her grandmother’s banking account. By the time she is 18, the risk taker has confiscated millions in cash.
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Wow!
- By Valerie Moore on 12-19-24
By: Tanya Smith
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A Survivor's Education
- Women, Violence, and the Stories We Don't Tell
- By: Joy Neumeyer
- Narrated by: Joy Neumeyer
- Length: 8 hrs and 59 mins
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Deeply researched, daringly inquisitive, and resonant for our times, A Survivor's Education reveals the entanglement of storytelling, abuse, and power–and how we can balance narrative and evidence in our attempts to determine what “really” happened.
By: Joy Neumeyer
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Zenith Man
- Death, Love & Redemption in a Georgia Courtroom
- By: McCracken Poston Jr.
- Narrated by: Lee Goettl
- Length: 9 hrs and 35 mins
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In October 1997, the town of Ringgold, Georgia, was shaken by reports of a murder in its midst. A dead woman was found in Alvin Ridley's house—and even more shockingly, she was the wife no one knew he had.
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Tedious and Laborious Repetition
- By LakeFront on 10-10-24
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The Lewiston Shootings
- An All-American Tragedy
- By: Robert Conlin
- Narrated by: Kevin Pierce
- Length: 7 hrs and 44 mins
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October 25, 2023 was just an ordinary night in Lewiston, a small, working class city of 37,000 in central Maine. Friends and families had gathered to do what they loved to do with the people they wanted to be with at a bowling alley called Just-in-Time Recreation Center and Schemengees, a popular sports bar and restaurant. They felt immune from the violent crime that seemed to wrack the rest of the country in a state that the FBI had just named the safest in America.
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Why Now?
- By Jeccaamato on 08-24-24
By: Robert Conlin
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Saving Sam
- The True Story of an American's Disappearance in Syria and His Family's Extraordinary Fight to Bring Him Home
- By: Sam Goodwin
- Narrated by: Sam Goodwin, Aaran Abano, Barbara Henslee, and others
- Length: 8 hrs and 5 mins
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What would you do if your son suddenly disappeared in Syria, and you had no idea what had happened to him? Would you contact the FBI? The State Department? Pray? Would you Google “What to do if your son disappears in Syria”? When the unthinkable happened, the answer, in the case of Ann Goodwin and her husband Tag, was: all of the above. Their 30-year-old son Sam, who was attempting to become one of the few people in history to travel to every single country on the planet, vanished in a supposed safe-zone run by the Kurds on the Turkish border.
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A story of Faith, Hope and Resiliency!
- By Brenda Sharman on 11-13-24
By: Sam Goodwin
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- Jamie
- 08-27-24
it's ok
It's a good book. The author definitely lived an interesting life. I wish there had been more about his findings in psychological evaluations of the criminals.
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- stephen curtis
- 08-28-24
Charles manson
Way to much info on charles manson all he did was get stupid kids from the midwest and south to do shit for him, ugh totally ruined the whole book, he’s not interesting at all.
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